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Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by DiscourseFan on Saturday October 12, 2024 @11:42AM (#41819914)
Ok like most of you I’ve taken psychedelic drugs. I’ve had bad experiences sure, but I’m fine now.

The issue is that what people generally say, like, “oh sometimes you need to encounter your demons,” maybe that will be temporarily traumatizing—in general people recover from that. The real issues are…more complex. More complex than any diagnoses in the DSM can cover. The brain is very complicated, and everyone’s brain is a bit different, and we do not know, really, what goes on in there when you take a drug like Psilocybin. Sometimes something gets a little knocked out of place, and the system doesn’t fully recover.

The last time I took a very high dose of psychedelics I couldn’t think straight for a few weeks after. Thoughts came out of nowhere, I had no control over them; often the constant, unceasing flow of thought was distressing and uncomfortable. Thankfully I could still talk to people—talking made me better. I got plenty of sleep, cut out all drugs, even caffiene, got regular exercise and ate a very healthy diet: about a year and a half later I was back to my old habits. But it wasn’t an easy recovery, and certainly not one any psychiatrist could’ve treated adaquetely. But, now I know to be more careful in the future.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by hackernewds on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:18PM (#41820211)
Did you take it in a controlled environment like the study suggests? Every time serious conversation of medical progress comes up, it's polluted by naysayers with anecdata about how they took it while raving beside a live volcano.

We need to give psychedelics a fair chance, and sure after we can discount them. The article suggests at scale there is potential

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by phoronixrly on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:23PM (#41820249)
In my experience (this thread, too), the conversation gets polluted by people that swear by their self-medication and call more cautious people naysayers.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by feoren on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:32PM (#41820332)
How come every time we try to have a conversion, it always ends up all "point counterpoint" and "personal experience with the topic" and "differing personal experience" and "discussion of how those experiences relate to the topic"!? EVERY TIME!
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by DiscourseFan on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:36PM (#41820377)
Its almost as if all experience is subjective…
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by phoronixrly on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:40PM (#41820408)
The only valuable conversation about such research is an objective discussion of the quality of the study at hand.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by worik on Saturday October 12, 2024 @03:55PM (#41821968)
> The only valuable conversation about such research is an objective discussion of the quality of the study at hand.

No

People's lived experience is very useful

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by ants_everywhere on Saturday October 12, 2024 @05:28PM (#41822812)
Those are called anecdotes.

Empirically, they're usually not nearly as useful as people think. People are on average unreliable observers of their own experiences.

Much better than individual anecdotes are collections of anecdotes that are searchable and somewhat categorized. A lot of old school drug forums provide this.

Much better still is systematically varying data and taking statistics to separate signal from noise.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by Shocka1 on Tuesday October 15, 2024 @05:23PM (#41853265)
Yep. I think anecdotal evidence is actually ranked as one of the lowest forms of evidence if I recall correctly from graduate school.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by DiscourseFan on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:34PM (#41820364)
In the pre-modern world people had a very different relationship to death and there wasn’t anything like anxiety as its experienced today. Psychedelics are essentially an attempt to bring someone back to a more “authentic” experience of life before technological controls settled in. Perhaps its better to take the chance? I think so, but I want others to recognize it as a genuine risk that is truly unpredictable and not a personal failing on the part of the user.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by griffzhowl on Saturday October 12, 2024 @02:06PM (#41821079)
I wonder what you mean by saying there wasn't anything like anxiety as it's experienced today in the premodern world. The term "anxiety" comes from Latin "anxietas", and Old English had "angsumnes", both with apparently similar meanings, so it seems the idea has been around for a while, and most likely because it's a basic human emotional condition that could occur in various circumstances throughout history and prehistory.

As for a relationship to death, it's difficult to generalise over all people throughout history, but for example in medieval Europe where you had a seemingly quite vivid belief in the possibility of hell after life, that could result in some extreme anxiety of the most inescapable kind. Maybe that accounts for some of the more extreme behaviours of those times, who knows.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by Wytwwww on Saturday October 12, 2024 @08:24PM (#41824041)
> and there wasn’t anything like anxiety as its experienced today

You know that how exactly? We really do not have even remotely enough data to be able to make such boldly absurd claims.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by iancmceachern on Saturday October 12, 2024 @11:54AM (#41820011)
Yeah, maybe don't take "very high doses". I've not done that. And not had any seriously bad experiences. Maybe like everything else is all about moderation?
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by DiscourseFan on Saturday October 12, 2024 @11:59AM (#41820054)
It was 500ug of LSD mixed with probably 6 or 7 drinks of alcohol. Suffered serotonin syndrome for a few days afterwards.

Regardless I’ve heard stories of people having severe long term psychological issues from even relatively light doses, simply because of how their body in particular interacted with the drug.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by me551ah on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:02PM (#41820083)
500ug of LSD isn’t really a standard dose. It’s almost double your typical dose.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by Nesco on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:19PM (#41820220)
I know a guy who took 1000ug. He told me he had side effects / visual glitches for about an entire week
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by Galaxeblaffer on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:10PM (#41820156)
250ug of good acid is still a very high dose! 500ug is more like triple of a typical sane dose. milage may vary i guess but 300ug sent me out of this world
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by notfed on Saturday October 12, 2024 @02:18PM (#41821182)
According to Erowid, a "light" dose is 25ug-75ug, a "standard" dose is 50ug-150ug, and a "heavy" dose is 400ug+.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by fluorinerocket on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:06PM (#41820118)
500ug is nuts
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by farts_mckensy on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:01PM (#41820075)
It's such a bad idea to combine alcohol with psychedelics. You should lead off with exactly what you took so as not to mislead others.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by DiscourseFan on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:43PM (#41820435)
As I said my experience incurred more risk of severe long term side effects, but those are possible in any circumstance with any psychedelic with even a single, low dose.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by jowdones on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:12PM (#41820169)
The average dose is 25 to 125ug of LSD. So you heavily abused both the drug and alcohol then complain you got a massive hangover.

You ain't right in the head to begin with, my friend. Oh wait, that IS your defining problem.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by DiscourseFan on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:44PM (#41820442)
I was trying to see how far I could go
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by jowdones on Saturday October 12, 2024 @02:47PM (#41821406)
Well it's generally recommended to "go far" cautiously in several steps otherwise you can severely damage yourself.

Anyhow I expect you to be fairly young so that explains it somewhat. If you're 50 though then it's double weird :)

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by ThePowerOfFuet on Saturday October 12, 2024 @01:04PM (#41820603)
>You ain't right in the head to begin with, my friend. Oh wait, that IS your defining problem.

That is WAY out of line.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by jowdones on Saturday October 12, 2024 @02:38PM (#41821330)
Yeah, up yours too.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by dang on Tuesday October 15, 2024 @01:52PM (#41851123)
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Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by AnthonBerg on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:24PM (#41820259)
Thank you for telling the story.

To me, it’s interesting to consider the inflammatory aspects – the immunomodulatory effects of LSD and other psychedelics on one hand and alcohol on the other.

It’s well established but little-known that psychedelics have a very significant inflammation-reducing effect which includes drastic reduction of neuroinflammation. (I’m fairly sure that this is a primary reason why they work for depression and anxiety; There’s basically always elevated inflammatory biomarkers with these disorders. Stress is directly causative of neuroimflammation.)

Here’s a really solid review paper from 2017 – today a lot more knowledge has been accumulated: https://www.frontiersin.org/journals/immunology/articles/10....

Alcohol is known to be pro-inflammatory.

I have a hunch that these two disjoint forces on the same physiological systems can have made things worse.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by alemanek on Saturday October 12, 2024 @01:13PM (#41820700)
That’s a massive dose and you mixed it with alcohol. That is in no way a responsible way to try out psychedelics. You are right that everyone reacts differently which is why you don’t take a very large dose mixed with other drugs.

Anecdotally, ayuasca quite literally saved my life and helped me tremendously when I was spiraling into a deep depression. Psychedelics when taken responsibly in a controlled environment under supervision can help a lot of people.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by AStonesThrow on Saturday October 12, 2024 @02:29PM (#41821277)
> Suffered serotonin syndrome for a few days afterwards.

What sort of physician diagnosed you with Serotonin Syndrome? What symptoms did you describe to them, and what criteria/evidence did they use to arrive there? Were they able to use differential diagnosis to rule out other conditions?

Did you return to the same physician after the symptoms ceased?

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by threecheese on Saturday October 12, 2024 @07:53PM (#41823833)
Not OP, but the answer is probably what you expected. That being said, as someone prescribed multiple serotenergic drugs concurrently who was knocked on their ass by an errant Vit D dose, the symptoms are pretty obvious (and terrible) and do a good job of convincing one to “not do THAT again”.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by AStonesThrow on Sunday October 13, 2024 @12:48PM (#41829490)
I know, right? This is why we must be extra cautious with anyone's claim of disorder or disease, because just because someone thinks they are ill with a particular thing, doesn't mean that they, or even their HCPs have done due diligence -- modern health care is nothing like House or Doc Martin.

In fact, Wikipedia's fatal flaw is that we're forced to take medical claims at face-value when they're made by the subject himself.

Personally, my HCPs are very conservative and reluctant to diagnose -- particularly something they can't treat, and especially adverse, untreatable side effects such as "gynecomastia" or "tardive dyskinesia", etc. (Those could contribute to material grounds for lawsuits!) What physician in their right mind would formally diagnose "Serotonin Syndrome", other than one who's on the payroll of a tort/malpractice attorney?

It's interesting for me to balance a distinct tendency for Somatic Symptom Disorder (also shall never be formally diagnosed) with an impulse for self-knowledge, but an aversion to shitty "treatments" that invariably do more harm than good.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by hmcq6 on Saturday October 12, 2024 @02:31PM (#41821286)
You got serotonin syndrome from LSD?

That is incredibly rare, so rare I can’t find any other documented cases

Edit: did you test it to make sure it was real LSD?

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by Klonoar on Saturday October 12, 2024 @04:00PM (#41822016)
I'm somewhat surprised there's only one comment here asking this.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by DiscourseFan on Sunday October 13, 2024 @08:25PM (#41832979)
Yes, it was definitley real. I mixed it with alcohol that’s why.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by hmcq6 on Tuesday October 15, 2024 @02:53AM (#41845681)
Did you test it?
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by drilbo on Saturday October 12, 2024 @08:31PM (#41824084)
Very high doses used to be my jam. I have no real way to tell what the actual dosages were with LSD, but anywhere from 5-10 blotters was pretty typical for me, and had many positive experiences this way. Conversely, my 2 worst experiences were 2 tabs and 1.5, with the second being one of my least fond memories from my life.

I wrote out a lot more detail for this comment, but pruned to just attempt to make these points 1) generalization here is (generally) not very helpful and also 2) I've come to believe "set, setting, & dosage" are typically listed in that order because that is the order of importance.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by wnolens on Saturday October 12, 2024 @11:55AM (#41820022)
Had a very similar experience. Took ~2y to fully go away.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by farts_mckensy on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:00PM (#41820067)
I'm a little ambivalent about this response. It sounds like you're describing invasive thoughts of some kind, though your description is vague. At any rate, despite the perceived negative effects, by your own account, it apparently spurred you to lead a healthier life; in other contexts, this is precisely the thing that is praised when it comes to psilocybin.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by DiscourseFan on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:18PM (#41820209)
> it apparently spurred you to lead a healthier life

No, I stopped mostly after I’d recovered. And I definitely wasn’t “healthier” then, just addled.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by zozbot234 on Saturday October 12, 2024 @11:45AM (#41819949)
Taking psychedelics is a bit like trying to fix a Swiss watch with a sledgehammer: it might just work, but that's not the way to bet. Therapy and well-guided meditative practice can be a lot gentler than that.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by AnthonBerg on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:20PM (#41820228)
There is actually a ton of incredibly fascinating knowledge about what psychedelics do – neuroimmunobiologically the effects are profoundly interesting. It’s a surprisingly sharp and specific instrument, certainly double-edged though.

https://www.frontiersin.org/journals/immunology/articles/10....

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by phoronixrly on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:20PM (#41820226)
Thank you for the balanced opinion. It's a rarity here.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by earnesti on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:15PM (#41820188)
I agree, that taking psychedelics is likely not a good idea. But the analogue gives in my opinion totally wrong picture of the actual risks. Psychedelics, at least psilocybin, are quite harmless compared to almost any other substances. The reason for that is that they aren't very habit forming.

Personally I used psilocybin recreationally back in the days. Got once bad experience and ended up in a psychosis and to hospital. I got better in couple of days and long term effects were nonexistent.

Then I have couple of friends whose basic substances are just legal alcohol and cigarettes, and boy have they fucked their lives with those. It just takes a long time to do it that but psilocybin for sure does not lead to that kind of path.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by bandyaboot on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:02PM (#41820081)
This is sort of how the mechanism of psychedelics fixing depression comes across to me as well. But, surely there must be much more to it, since, as you’re of course aware, fixing a Swiss watch with a sledgehammer will have a very low success rate. The other end of the analogy spectrum could be that it’s a bit like a chemical catalyst. There’s a lot of resistance to a reaction happening on its own, but will very likely happen if given the proper jolt.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by wizzwizz4 on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:15PM (#41820187)
A better analogy might be "fixing a heart attack with your fists". It might work, if the problem is fibrillation or a blocked artery and if the impact resolves it… or it might just cause further injury without resolving anything. (Or it might resolve the heart attack, but then cause a stroke a few minutes later.)
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by namaria on Saturday October 12, 2024 @01:32PM (#41820848)
This isn't some erowid report. This is actually about studies being made by professional researchers who are publishing their results.

Evidence based medicine is always better than layman opinions like 'psychedelics are a mental sledgehammer'.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by jrflowers on Saturday October 12, 2024 @02:18PM (#41821177)
Conversely, for some people trying to fix depression with therapy and guided meditation can be a bit like trying to fix a Swiss watch with therapy and guided meditation. Everybody is different!
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by dimal on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:32PM (#41820337)
> we do not know, really, what goes on in there when you take a drug like Psilocybin

FYI, same goes for SSRIs. The scientific consensus is that the serotonin deficiency theory of depression was wrong. When SSRIs actually work, we still don’t know why.

I’ve had bad trips, too. Very bad, but I still think that psilocybin (in a controlled, supportive setting) is a better bet. My bad trips were all due to being in bad settings and being completely unprepared for what could go wrong. I was young and dumb and just fucking around. But tripping in positive supportive settings was incredibly helpful. And if we do find a way to do this right, then people don’t have to take drugs for the rest of their lives. Psychiatric drugs are generally lifelong sentences, and negative side effects tend to compound over time, which often leads to polypharmacy, and more side effects.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by DiscourseFan on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:40PM (#41820409)
I agree. But I don’t think psychedelics are the end all be all, that’s all
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by Levitating on Saturday October 12, 2024 @01:25PM (#41820794)
SSRIs barely work. For mild to moderate depression a placebo works similarly or better. Only for severe cases of depression are SSRIs found to be helpful because they surpress all emotion.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by dymax78 on Saturday October 12, 2024 @02:22PM (#41821219)
~50% response rate for people with major depressive disorder isn't "barely working" -- for millions of people, SSRIs significantly improve their quality of life. Unfortunately, there is no "one size fits all" solution and often those of us with MDD have to try different medications, in conjunction with a (good) therapist before we find what works best.

Personally, I've run the gamut on SSRIs and they never suppressed all emotion.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by drakonka on Saturday October 12, 2024 @02:11PM (#41821127)
Maybe the effect is different when prescribed for something other than depression, but I did not find my SSRI to suppress my emotions. It simply helps me curb rumination and negative thought spirals. Helps to feel "lighter" and simultaneously more grounded. If anything, that allows me to feel _more_ positive emotion rather than suppressing it.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by hn_version_0023 on Saturday October 12, 2024 @03:02PM (#41821528)
Cool, glad you had a positive experience. My experience was the opposite: emotionally numb to the point where awfully bad things happened in my presence and I barely shrugged.

Being unable to feel joy or pain, being unable to cry when a loved on passed on; these were the hallmarks of my time on SSRIs. Never again will I subject myself to these drugs.

It took me twice as long to get off them as I was on them. Two years of prescribed meds, 4 years to get off them. Six years of my life spent as a literal zombie person.

We don’t know why they work or don’t. Our experiences are just anecdata.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by worik on Saturday October 12, 2024 @03:53PM (#41821947)
> Our experiences are just anecdata.

Just?

Anecdotes matter

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by grandpoobah on Saturday October 12, 2024 @01:58PM (#41821021)
Worked great for me. Placebo might have worked too, but doctors don't prescribe those!
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by zdragnar on Saturday October 12, 2024 @03:44PM (#41821871)
This is blatantly false. I've been on a few. Some didn't help, some made me worse. The one I'm on now is extremely helpful, and saved me.

None of them had any suppressant effects on my emotions at all.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by Levitating on Sunday October 13, 2024 @01:21PM (#41829752)
I was specifically thinking of this paper:

https://journals.plos.org/plosmedicine/article?id=10.1371/jo...

As well as the experience of many people close to me that used SSRIs.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by bugbuddy on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:34PM (#41820354)
> Ok like most of you I’ve taken psychedelic drugs.

I would like to see some actual data because my assumption has always been that most people have never tried any. I personally have not had any. I have always subscribed to the slippery slope theory of vice.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by DiscourseFan on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:36PM (#41820369)
Most people in this thread who are taking the position I’m critiquing, then
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by worik on Saturday October 12, 2024 @03:56PM (#41821979)
> I have always subscribed to the slippery slope theory of vice

Me too

Come on over the skiing is great!

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by nixosbestos on Saturday October 12, 2024 @09:03PM (#41824256)
I literally take psychedelics once every few months to keep myself healthy and avoiding the dopamine chasing that I otherwise slip into over time. Shockingly not all drugs are the same, or even that similar and the propaganda about drug use escalation is, I'm sorry, silly.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by imwillofficial on Saturday October 12, 2024 @12:34PM (#41820355)
“Like most of you”

“Objection, assuming facts not in evidence”

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by peepee1982 on Saturday October 12, 2024 @01:05PM (#41820624)
Anyone who has ever tried to fine-tune medication for psychological issues knows how challenging it can be to get the dosages and combinations just right. In my experience, even medications within the same class can have different effects on different people, especially when combined with drugs from other classes.

The interactions between medications, as well as the patient’s individual response, are hard to predict. These reactions can change over time, too, as bodies and brains adapt, and lifestyles shift.

Yet, you often hear oversimplified statements like "depression means you have too little serotonin," "feeling sluggish means you lack noradrenaline," or "difficulty focusing means you have too little dopamine." These explanations are so reductive that they barely make sense.

The more I read about drug trials, the more I realize how little I — and even many professionals — truly understand about how these medications work and the best way to make informed treatment decisions.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by washadjeffmad on Saturday October 12, 2024 @02:39PM (#41821339)
I had a profoundly difficult trip that affected me deeply. It felt eternal, and when I emerged, I could feel it in my head like some antimemetic parasite that fed off disgust and terror. I can still remember the feeling, twenty years later, if I try, so I don't. I had to learn how not to be influenced by it, and in doing so, learned about myself. And as I changed, because I was aware of what I knew, I knew when I'd changed.

Our selves are not immutable, steady states. Our experiences shape us. It's a lesson learned to guard that carefully and jealously.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by dingnuts on Saturday October 12, 2024 @02:47PM (#41821414)
funny, I could have written the same post but about boring old general anesthesia given before surgery
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by SoftTalker on Saturday October 12, 2024 @03:46PM (#41821879)
How long ago?

Every general anesthesia I've had was basically "OK you'll start to get sleepy now" and then "ok we're finished" and zero awareness of any elapsed time.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by johnmaguire on Saturday October 12, 2024 @05:56PM (#41823047)
The paper here is worth a look: https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=36323275

Also this post has stuck with me through the years: https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=24566568

Be sure to scroll down to the comment thread started by myself248.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by brandall10 on Saturday October 12, 2024 @02:51PM (#41821443)
Why did you take a very high dose?

As someone who was experienced with psilocybin some 20+ years ago, I always took fairly consistent doses (roughly 3 grams), as I could sense taking much more would be playing with fire. This was pretty much a given amongst my circle of a dozen friends who experienced these trips with me… hero doses were almost never a good or healthy idea. Fun to read about on Erowid though, mostly as cautionary tales.

My time with the substance ended after two bad trips (after a few dozen great ones over a period of 5 years), but neither produced any sort of even minor lasting effect.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by appplication on Saturday October 12, 2024 @03:10PM (#41821589)
> Why did you take a very high dose?

Hindsight is 20/20 but often it’s not clear at the time if it’s a bad idea or how bad it can be. I think it’s not such a fair question to someone struggling to find effective treatment for mental health issues to make a mistake on dosing. Especially given both government and medical field have historically not amenable to openly communicating harm reduction or safe guidelines for experimentation with this particular medicine.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by jrflowers on Saturday October 12, 2024 @03:09PM (#41821583)
For folks that are interested in anecdotes about psychedelics, I recommend reading Erowid expertise vaults as what gets volunteered here is very narrow and not representative of the population as a whole.

I would know, as my psychedelic mega dose stories are very different from this and also completely unique to me.

I’ve done 500ug of LSD and it was great fun. I scheduled a day off to rest ahead of time and was back to normal after that.

250ug of LSD + 1 full ounce of golden teacher psilocybe cubensis and had a somewhat spiritual experience, took a couple days before I wanted to resume normal life.

+ a dozen or more similar stories

There is a reason why “set and setting” is repeated so heavily when instructing people on how to use these substances. Any discussion of potential subjective benefits or harms of a psychedelic in the context of an experience without specific accounting for that is fundamentally incomplete.

That being said, if my experience sounds ridiculous to you, that’s because it’s unique to me, just as others’ are unique to them. There isn’t really much to be gained by talking about individual experiences other than it’s an entertaining topic of discussion. It gets everybody exactly nowhere closer to establishing the objective clinical value of these things, though.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by sva_ on Saturday October 12, 2024 @03:32PM (#41821752)
'great fun' seems like a weird way to describe a 500ug trip. Did you have some tolerance before this, and do you have very high confidence that the dosage is accurate?
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by jrflowers on Saturday October 12, 2024 @03:42PM (#41821842)
No tolerance, and yes the dosage was accurate.

I picked “great fun” as a description as a shorthand because, while I could write more about it, it had little to no net positive or negative impacts on my mental health. For the purposes of this discussion, “Great fun” is kind of meant to communicate that the story is neither a warning or a recommendation regarding depression or any other mental health condition.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by a57721 on Sunday October 13, 2024 @02:21AM (#41825645)
500µg is an immense dose, unless you have tolerance. Tabs usually have much less than the claimed amount. What was the source and form that makes you think 500µg is accurate? When it's 250µg or more, it's so overwhelming that many people don't have recollections from the trip after some point.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by jrflowers on Sunday October 13, 2024 @03:14AM (#41825861)
I didn’t write an extended trip report of a massive dose of LSD because this isn’t erowid and the details of the trip itself aren’t relevant. I brought it up as an example to contrast the post I responded to, as my experience was different regarding long-term effects

I was very aware of and confident about the dosage and I had not had any psychedelics for months previous, so tolerance was impossible (also no medication or other drugs etc)

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by a57721 on Sunday October 13, 2024 @03:34AM (#41825960)
I was just pointing out (mostly to other users who read this) that the alleged dose is immense and would be overwhelming for most people. Wasn't questioning your experience, only asking out of curiosity about the kind of source and form that makes you confident about the dose.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by jrflowers on Sunday October 13, 2024 @03:56AM (#41826048)
> source and form that makes you confident about the dose

Volumetric dosing from a vial of known quantity.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by seec on Sunday October 13, 2024 @06:09PM (#41832136)
I believe there is a point after which the higher dosage doesn't change much, but the duration of the trip. I have noticed the same effect with mushrooms (truffles) where basically doubling the dose didn't do much. I'm not even sure it lasted that much longer, because of course you don't take them in a fixed reproducible setting where you could correctly compare stuff.

I think there is a lot of bullshit around those substances, pushed by shamanic type of people who just invent and repeat nonsense to appear unique/interesting.

The "reports" on Erowid, while interesting in a way, are also so full of nonsense that it's largely irrelevant as a source...

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by matrix87 on Sunday October 13, 2024 @01:11AM (#41825321)
You shouldn't compare mega doses for shrooms vs acid, they both hit very differently

shrooms feel kind of weak until you get to mega dose territory

I wouldn't recommend a shroom mega dose either, it feels too chaotic to take anything away from

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by seec on Sunday October 13, 2024 @06:02PM (#41832075)
I very much disagree, the effects are extremely similar, to the point where if one could match the active substance dosage as well as absorption rate, you would be very hard pressed to tell the difference.

The relative difference is because people generally don't process their shrooms very well and they take much longer to digest (slower release over time) and also its very impossible to judge the potency of the shrooms beforehand (so most go on the safe side dosage); as a starter shrooms are more unpredictable than truffles.

I had the same argument with a friend who gave me a bit of LSD (total dosage unknown, it was edible) and I tried a few days ago, it was basically the same as good shrooms. In fact, I believe the dose was on the low side, it was faster to take action but the "core" experience was shorter and "lower" than just 15 grams of good truffles.

The only thing with LSD is that it takes longer to completely clear out of your system (because it is already extracted in pure form, while shrooms have to be digested/processed by your system in a less efficient/effective way) but I don't like that very much because you end up in this in-between state where you are clearly not high anymore but also restless with secondary effects that are not really cool/interesting.

In any case it would be rather surprising if it was different, because molecularly they are extremely close.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by jrflowers on Sunday October 13, 2024 @08:34PM (#41833034)
None of this is true, for various reasons. Psilocybin and LSD are qualitatively different above very low doses. They have a lot in common, but only a person that is basically unfamiliar with one or both would call them identical. The experiences become more distinct the higher the dose.

Psilocybin/psilocin has different binding affinities than LSD, is metabolized differently etc. They are, quite simply, different drugs.

>The only thing with LSD is that it takes longer to completely clear out of your system (because it is already extracted in pure form, while shrooms have to be digested/processed by your system in a less efficient/effective way

This is borderline gibberish. The “purity” of the “extraction” (???) has nothing to do with metabolism, protein binding or excretion. The LSD expense typically lasts longer because… it is a different drug. Your body treats it differently than psilocybin because it is different from psilocybin.

And the molecules do not look that much alike, unless you think that all indoles look alike. Even if they did, molecules that look alike do not necessarily act alike (eg H2O and H2O2)

Psilocybin:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psilocybin#/media/File%253AP...

LSD:

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/LSD#/media/File%3ALSD_Struct...

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by rjbwork on Saturday October 12, 2024 @04:44PM (#41822394)
>Thoughts came out of nowhere, I had no control over them; often the constant, unceasing flow of thought was distressing and uncomfortable.

I want to touch on this. "You" never have any control of your thoughts, because "you" isn't really a thing. Psychedelics and meditation teach us this if you pay close attention. The thoughts arise from nowhere and we - the imagined, but illusory - self are mere observers along for the ride that is consciousness.

I can imagine that using a substance such a psilocybin could cause your thought patterns to have both short and long term changes in quality (in terms of substance, not of superior gradation), however. It's also possible that your experience led to your paying greater attention to the thoughts that did arise, and over time the feedback loop of consciousness along with taking better care of yourself led to greater moderation of their genesis.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by gmoot on Saturday October 12, 2024 @05:13PM (#41822665)
"You" can learn to steer your mind by choosing which of these thoughts to capture and dwell on, by monitoring them.

There is voluminous writing in the area of monastic spiritually about this. On the one hand, they affirm that these thoughts aren't chosen, using the vocabulary of sinful thoughts introduced by demons. But it's also clear that change is possible through prayer/meditation (not exactly identical to modern ideas about mindfulness).

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by rjbwork on Saturday October 12, 2024 @05:33PM (#41822856)
I tend to agree that change is possible and you can learn to steer, but that too is no choice.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by galaxyLogic on Sunday October 13, 2024 @03:25AM (#41825920)
I believe that our minds are much like Large Language Models. Our brains put together and combine and mix up sentences that on average have some benefit to us. We speculate to explore possible outcomes. We practice saying sentences within our heads and then explore their possible consequencees.

It is a random (but not totally random of course) process where one thought gives rise to new ones. I think that depression means being in an indirect loop of negative thoughts which amplify each other. Phychedelics might be a way to break out of such loops. But, I'm just speculating here of course.

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by beardedwizard on Saturday October 12, 2024 @05:37PM (#41822893)
This is a real risk I see overlooked and minimized often. People should not assume it can't happen to them.
Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by linuxhansl on Saturday October 12, 2024 @07:51PM (#41823828)
I did various journeys - initially alone, then with an experience guide. Mostly to explore a childhood trauma - mild, but traumatic enough to leave me with a stutter.

There were indeed some "bad" trips, although I really do not like the term "bad". IMHO there is no bad journey, it is stuff that needs that wants to be seen.

Nor is the journey itself what counts, one cannot expect a quick fix from a 4 or 5 hour journey. What really counts is the preparation (4 to 8 weeks) before, and integration afterwards (again 4 to 8 weeks). In my case I also paired it with years of therapy and meditation.

It takes a lot of courage, especially to continue after an unpleasant experience (fear, grief and loneliness in my case). In my case I kept coming back and allowed myself more and more to let the bad experiences happen. Finally I just learned to be with what is, and accept things and myself the way it all is. With that came a measure of peace and insights I had not experienced before. Along with visions about the structure of existence.

But I'll stress again, just popping a mushroom won't get you there :)

Re:Psilocybin Bests SSRI for Major Depression in First Long-... by baq on Sunday October 13, 2024 @05:54AM (#41826598)
> Ok like most of you I’ve taken psychedelic drugs. I’ve had bad experiences sure, but I’m fine now.

I guess people with really bad experiences don’t talk about them as readily as the lucky ones. I don’t know the scale, but there must be some selection bias at work here.