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Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by shmageggy on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @04:54AM (#27891405)
This is exactly the kind of inappropriate advice that the author is cautioning against. He was not just starting out, he had experienced teachers, and the horriffic panic-attack-like state he was not something that could have been addressed by "returning to the moment".
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by cyberpunk on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @05:03AM (#27891461)
He was an instructor in "Mindfulness-Based Stress Reduction" -- sorry, this is not a real thing. He's been teaching things he clearly does not understand, and his mind was blown by this. When I say "a teacher would tell you to come back to the moment" it's not quite as simple as I make it sound, the key thing is who the advice is coming from (read: an actual zen teacher who has received transmission, not a charlatan mindfulness camp fleecing wannabe mindfulness bro's out of several hundred dollars to sit with no experience for 10 days).

I don't really have much sympathy here, it seems, but I don't really understand how one could not expect something like this to happen unless they really avoided speaking to anyone with actual experience (which, yes, means a zen monk, and not someone who spent 3 days in a Hilton doubletree learning how to teach people to 'breathe' and 'unlock their chakras' -- which is all bollocks.)

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by pmoriarty on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @06:29AM (#27892023)
"the key thing is who the advice is coming from (read: an actual zen teacher who has received transmission, not a charlatan mindfulness camp fleecing wannabe mindfulness bro's out of several hundred dollars to sit with no experience for 10 days)"

Why Zen specifically? There are many different types of Buddhism.

Even if it does have to be Zen, which kind of Zen? Rinzai or Soto, or some mix of the two (which some Zen schools advocate)?

And why Buddhism, anyway? Meditation is practiced in many different religious traditions.

"mindfulness" is itself rooted in the Theraveda -- not Zen -- Buddhist tradition, but that doesn't necessarily mean that the "right" way to meditate must be a Buddhist way as opposed to, say, one of the many Hindu forms of meditation.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by cyberpunk on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @06:32AM (#27892047)
I can only speak from my own experience as a Soto zen Buddhist. It’s ridiculous really, to spend years staring at a wall.

Of course there are many paths, however I am only aware of the one I’ve been down. So, yeah, I have zen tinted glasses on such subjects and whatever I am saying should be taken with the appropriate sodium chloride.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by NoOneNew on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @09:34AM (#27893479)
No one is obligated to list every facet to anything just to tickle your "I'm included in what some random person is saying". The commenter is speaking out of their own experience. It's not about you. Actually add something regarding those other practices instead of virtue signaling.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by cscurmudgeon on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @01:51PM (#27896896)
The OP is mentioning different forms to probably indicate some forms might be easier to learn.

If you don't have anything positive or constructive to add, why not stay silent? That too is a form of mediation.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by denton-scratch on Wednesday July 21, 2021 @11:40AM (#27907742)
Theravada developed around the same time the Mahayana emerged. Mindfulness practice predates the Theravada by 500 years.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by EdwardDiego on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @06:43AM (#27892138)
> an actual zen teacher who has received transmission, not a charlatan

I'm really hoping you were going for darkly ironic humour, if not, please reread your sentence I quoted and, I don't know, contemplate on it.

Received transmission? From the Trisolarians perhaps?

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by cyberpunk on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @06:49AM (#27892168)
Transmission simply means their teacher considers them ready to also become teachers, it’s not some whoo science fiction mind meld or something… There are some cases of teachers giving this out inappropriately however these are rather obvious if you were to speak to one who has achieved the real deal vs not..

Buddhism is largely an oral tradition, in that the teachers who exist today can trace their education back up a tree, this is all I mean by transmission.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by denton-scratch on Wednesday July 21, 2021 @12:10PM (#27908118)
Transmission occurs when one has fully internalised a practice that one has learned from a master (of that practice).

You may be able to teach yourself meditation from a book, without a teacher. But that can't confer on you the confidence that you're doing it right. Many practices depend critically on confidence. Of course, you have to be confident that your master has really mastered the particular practice; you gain that confidence by knowing that the master received transmission, from someone who received transmission... etc. That line of transmission is referred to as the "lineage" of that practice.

There are no ritual formalities for mindfulness; every monk learns mindfulness, from other monks. The first monks learned it from the Buddha; but if you're going to learn the practice from a layman, you need to start inquiring into your teacher's transmission lineage.

In tantra, there are rituals that accompany the process of mastery: permission to study the text, a reading of the text, a commentary on the text from the master.

But these rituals are not the transmission.

There's usually some kind of "inner" transmission that depends on a personal relationship between the master and the student. But even that doesn't seal the transmission; the student still has to internalise the practice, which might take years.

It's very interesting to look into the process by which tulkus "produce" innovative practices. Often, the teaching is delivered to the tulku by enlightened beings, who learned the practice from some Buddha other than The Sage of the Munis. The tulku must then practice the teaching, usually for many years, until the insight stabilises, before it's safe for him to disseminate it.

Tulkus often have hard lives.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by EdwardDiego on Thursday July 22, 2021 @12:09PM (#27920625)
...I don't really want to hear about your religious beliefs, tbh, I've had a lifetime of it already, and I've decided you're all charlatans.

Especially if you unnecessarily revert to jargon when trying to explain your beliefs, you mention "tulku" four times, but define it zero times. This is indicative of in-group signaling.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by denton-scratch on Thursday July 22, 2021 @01:18PM (#27921632)
May I suggest that you not read articles about Buddhist meditation then? Less still the comments? I sort-of supposed that nobody would read these comments if they weren't interested.

I avoid articles about pay in the SF area, AI models, Tesla cars, and many other topics. If I read one by accident, I just move on - I don't post a comment whingeing that I'm not interested.

I don't belong to an "in-group" here; I used to be a Buddhist, but I no longer profess any religion. The subject still interests me though; I devoted 40 years of my life to it, and unsurprisingly it has had quite an impact on me.

For what it's worth, a tulku in Tibetan Buddhism is a re-incarnating lama. I realise that I used the wrong word; what I meant was "terton", which is a revealer of hidden teachings. Those hidden/revealed teachings are a specialty of a minority of Tibetan Buddhists - so an "in group", almost by definition. Tertons an interesting subject - if you happen to be interested in such things.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by fsckboy on Tuesday August 03, 2021 @03:08AM (#28046438)
the article is about mindfulness and many Buddhist commenters have said the article is not about Buddhism, it's about a perverted form of meditation, but you're here defending Buddhists hijacking that topic and saying that everybody else should move on... not throwing shade, just sayin.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by EdwardDiego on Friday July 23, 2021 @09:05AM (#27930199)
Thanks for actually explaining your jargon.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by neonate on Friday July 23, 2021 @10:05AM (#27930776)
Why did you stop after 40 years? That's a long time, and most people wouldn't.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by denton-scratch on Saturday July 24, 2021 @06:13AM (#27939643)
A number of reasons. FWIW, I was trained in a Tibetan tradition.

- I had from the beginning espoused a non-religious view of Buddhism. About 20 years in, my teacher stated that Buddhism was definitely religious, and that devotional practices like pujas were non-optional. I didn't like it, but if you take on a teacher, it behoves you to at least try to go along with the teaching - which I did.

- I learned some things about Tibetan history that were the opposite of my earlier, naive beliefs. Pre-communist Tibet was not Shangri-La.

- While I never practiced tantra, the tradition was tantric; I eventually learned some important things about tantra that I found unacceptably obnoxious. I can't go into detail, because I don't want to undermine anyone else's commitment to tantra.

- The group that I had been involved with gradually changed, I became an outsider, and things got difficult. Friends in the group cut me off.

- The behaviour of Buddhist nationalists in places like Myanmar and Srilanka towards non-Buddhist minorities appalled me - this was the tipping point.

- I did my back in through long sitting sessions. The amount of my life that I had spent sitting was beginning to look like heavy expenditure for no obvious gain (I wasn't making much progress).

These are my reasons; they don't apply to anyone else, and I don't deprecate Buddhism or Buddhists. I just gradually came to see that I'm no longer one of them.

There is a great deal that I integrated from Buddhism. It remains the basis for my morality, and my world-view is still largely based on Buddhist thought. But I no longer do any kind of formal practice, and I don't identify as a Buddhist.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by SyzygistSix on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @10:02AM (#27893831)
Transmission is a form of teaching/learning.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by jazzyjackson on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @04:36PM (#27898961)
It’s just another word for matriculation - to contrast from those that learn meditation from YouTube.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by imwillofficial on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @01:36PM (#27896702)
Transmission refers to receiving chi, or a spark of energy from an advanced teacher. Perhaps less snark, and more curiosity would serve you on topics like this.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by EdwardDiego on Thursday July 22, 2021 @12:24PM (#27920871)
I've had plenty of curiosity in my life time, and have drawn my own conclusions. Here's three of them.

1) There's no scientific evidence for chi. Or qi, ki, whatever you're calling it in an Asian language, because it's just, like, deeper.[1]

2) "Energy" is the most wooly thinking word ever in pseudoprofound proclamations. For the love of Jesus. (Who most likely existed, but was very definitely not the son of YHWH)

3) You can believe what you like, and I'll believe what I like. And if I ever develop fantastical beliefs, I promise I won't expect you to treat them as real things deserving of your serious consideration. And I'll hope you do me the decency of reciprocating that implicit respect.

[1]: https://youtu.be/Z78_rAg4Ldg

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by idiotsecant on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @08:12PM (#27900808)
Ah chi, well that explains everything, definitely 100% real and not made up bs at all.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by ungamedplayer on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @07:52PM (#27900689)
I feel the terminology used in your post inspires it.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by shmageggy on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @05:22AM (#27891570)
So, to clarify, you are aligning with the view he's opposing in the article that if someone has a profoundly negative experience due to meditation they're just "doing it wrong". That the practice, when done a certain way, carries 0% risk for very bad effects?
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by stelonix on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @05:44AM (#27891722)
No, he's stating what the author seems to have missed: mindfulness is not Buddhism; mindfulness is based on some Buddhist teachings. The author talks about meditation, mindfulness and Buddhism as if it were all the same thing, but that's not true. It just shows that whatever they're selling as "mindfulness" lacks what basic zen teaches. The author is blissfully ignorant of Buddhism and it's not his fault: that's how he learned it. What's his fault is that he's spreading what he learned as if it were truth, which simply isn't.

There's no worldwide buddhist conspiracy to shun the "bad" parts of meditation, the post author learned from teachers with no qualification.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by SyzygistSix on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @10:07AM (#27893886)
If one is thinking about these experiences as "right" or "wrong", they have certainly failed.

Uncomfortable, sure. Experiencing the dark night of the soul is not meant to be comfy. It can be rewarding though. Sometimes it is merely insight into our physical and psychological make up though. I don't care what kind of adventures one gets into but if you start getting extreme with them, you're eventually going to experience some really sketchy, uncomfortable, and even life-threatening situations.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by chrispine on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @07:17PM (#27900472)
I mean, you could say the same about guns, automobiles, table saws...
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by cyberpunk on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @05:38AM (#27891679)
Yes, essentially.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by shmageggy on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @05:49AM (#27891760)
That just seems wildly unlikely to me. We're talking about a practice whose goal is to manipulate the brain, an organ that has been called the most complex object in the universe, something that centuries of science have only begin to understand, and that comes with vast and poorly understood diversity across people. There are first hand and scientific accounts of this happening, albeit rarely, to experienced and knowledgeable people. To claim that a certain group of monks has figured out a foolproof and risk-free formula for exploring altered states of consciousness seems implausible.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by cyberpunk on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @06:23AM (#27891968)
Well, keep in mind this is a practice that as far as we know people have been practicing for at least 2600 years, I think doing things like a 5-10 day Vipassana retreat is not a risk free thing, but you really shouldn’t be doing those unless you are ready.

I follow the Soto school of Zen Buddhism, my teacher would not allow me to go to Sessin (which is a multi day meditation retreat) until I had been practicing for like two years, and I had a lot of stuff come to the surface at my first one that really disturbed me… however, I had my teacher there, and he knew exactly what to say and do to help me through it as he has been through the same. He would not have permitted me to leave in such a disturbed state.

This guy would not be able to do that for his students, and even for himself he didn’t even know about such things. This is bad, and more stories like this will happen as long as charlatans are taking one aspect of an established practice and ignoring the rest.

As a whole, shikantaza when practiced with a teacher is safe. Things like breath awareness, vipassana and such I think are harmful, but that is due to my training and perhaps I am wrong, but for sure, meditation without the “rest” is largely a money machine these days, and people will be harmed by that.

Edit: I would also add that shikantaza as opposed to other forms of meditation is not about manipulating the brain in any way, but simply observing it. This is why we do not do things with a goal, such as counting of breaths or trying to still the mind. Simply sit, observe, and the stillness comes with no effort. There is no goal, and no enlightenment. There is no separation of practice and experience, the practice is enlightenment.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by Zababa on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @08:03AM (#27892713)
Reading about your experience makes me realize that the mindfulness industry is probably another case of trying to remove the human element to improve scalability, with terrible results.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by cyberpunk on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @08:17AM (#27892839)
Or profit heh. How much do you recon headspace is worth? ;)
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by wnkrshm on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @11:08AM (#27894679)
Interesting. I had never even imagined that meditation could be so distressing. I don't know anything about Zen really, do you feel the article gives a good impression of being in a disturbed state from meditation or would you say it's likely inaccurate in general?
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by cyberpunk on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @01:29PM (#27896624)
All zazen enables you to do is observe yourself and your reality very closely; this includes the good and the bad. Seeing under the veil of the stories we spin for ourselves to function can be extremely freeing but at the same time also very difficult to cope with.

I can’t make a call either way in the authors mental state, but clearly there was stuff going on unrelated to meditation which he clearly needs some help dealing with.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by krageon on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @01:53PM (#27896939)
> I had never even imagined that meditation could be so distressing.

It was not evident to you that taking some time to be alone with yourself could be uncomfortable? It's almost a polar opposite to how most people live their lives. I am genuinely curious what made you believe otherwise - I cannot imagine it.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by Aerroon on Wednesday July 21, 2021 @02:12AM (#27902883)
Why would it? You're stuck with yourself every waking moment. Every evening when you go to sleep you're trying to do 'nothing' where any random idea can pop into your head. Every morning you wake up and start out with your own thoughts. Are those times uncomfortable and distressing?

Every time I take a walk I'm stuck in my head too.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by krageon on Wednesday July 21, 2021 @06:04AM (#27904283)
Most people I've met (perhaps this is a cultural thing) spend most of their waking life trying to stave off "boredom" (using phones, books, trying to mentally distract themselves towards specific things), which as far as I can tell now means "I'm alone with my own thoughts and nothing to distract me".
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by mirekrusin on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @04:43PM (#27899045)
He mentions sharing his experiences with teachers who seem to be clueless, not his fault, is it?
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by cyberpunk on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @05:16PM (#27899457)
You can pick your teachers…
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by mirekrusin on Wednesday July 21, 2021 @12:52AM (#27902464)
Obviously no true Scotsman chooses wrong teacher.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by a0-prw on Wednesday July 21, 2021 @03:27AM (#27903348)
I was happy to read your comment. As soon as the guy started describing how he was trying to achieve goals, I knew it wasn't Buddhism.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by mandmandam on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @06:45AM (#27892153)
>To claim that a certain group of monks has figured out a foolproof and risk-free formula for exploring altered states of consciousness seems implausible.

... Why would that be implausible, at least for non-pedantic values of risk-free?

More and more, modern neuroscience confirms aspects of Buddhist teaching; from the nature of self to the workings of emotion. Buddhist meditation practice has been shown to have real and permanent (and positive) effects. Monks have studied the workings of the mind in altered and unaltered states for lifetimes, over thousands of years. Can you name any practice more effective? Because if you can, I'm certain the monks will be interested.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by naasking on Wednesday July 21, 2021 @10:59AM (#27907209)
> We're talking about a practice whose goal is to manipulate the brain, an organ that has been called the most complex object in the universe, something that centuries of science have only begin to understand, and that comes with vast and poorly understood diversity across people.

You seem to be comparing meditation to neurosurgery. I have no idea why you think this comparison is valid. Meditation is voluntary control of attention, which you've been doing all of your life, not neurosurgery. No doubt using this in novel ways will present challenges.

> To claim that a certain group of monks has figured out a foolproof and risk-free formula for exploring altered states of consciousness seems implausible.

Why? Democracy was invented thousands of years ago, and we've been through many other systems of govenment since, and yet now everyone believes that democracy is the best way to organize a highly complex global system of intelligent agents. Does it seem implausible to you that a system of governance that's thousands of years old is still the best we know?

Frankly, I have no doubt that a tradition that's thousands of years old and that has had hundreds of thousands of adherents in that time, could have worked out most or all of the challenges it raises. That's a huge sample set if you were analyzing this scientifically, and these spiritual practices were quite systematically explored.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by spadros on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @07:57AM (#27892658)
I've practiced zen and Tibetan Buddhism for years. They both contain lots of "spiritual bullocks woo" at times, as does most forms of Buddhism I've encountered. You really need to filter out the good parts for yourself, I find. There are many paths to "meditation" or "mindfulness"; I disagree that those are necessarily separate traditions. This sounds like a "No true Scotsman" type fallacy.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by cyberpunk on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @08:15AM (#27892818)
This is really what led me to soto, I don’t buy into the ritual, the chanting (unless it’s at a sessin, and even then only for the bonding experience) and the codes and so on of a lot of the other sects. Soto to me is a very pure expression, I’m also not a big fan of the Sotoshu (my teacher calls them the “funeral directors association”) and the more established Soto schools like the SF Zen Center.

Soto, as I understand it, is all about just shikantaza. The rest is optional. I don’t shave my head and wear robes, I just sit.

It took me a while, but this shoe fits. I read Dogen and he seems to agree with this for the most part, but of course ymmv.

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by a0-prw on Wednesday July 21, 2021 @03:32AM (#27903388)
> chanting

When I was a kid / teen, I could get into an altered state by repeating a word (any word) in my mind. After a short while, I would "disconnect" (I don't know how to describe it) :)

Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by alxndr on Thursday July 22, 2021 @02:58PM (#27922808)
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by idiotsecant on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @08:15PM (#27900828)
Can we step back here and realize we're talking about what amounts to breathing exersices here? There is no need to be gatekeeper here - you don't get magic Jedi powers by practicing breathing a bunch.
Re:My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown by SyzygistSix on Tuesday July 20, 2021 @10:01AM (#27893818)
The author certainly had a meditation practice, maybe even a meditation habit. But it sounded very naive and like amateur hour to me.

I would think any moderately well-traveled psychonaut would not be surprise by anything that the author experienced..