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Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by nkozyra on Friday May 16, 2014 @09:25AM (#7755317)
Is he a particularly noted person? Maybe just in the emacs community? I don't know who he is and that resume is pretty skimpy.

It seems that his biggest need right now is self-presentation and that's a pretty tough thing to acquire on short notice.

I'd also say there would likely be way more opportunities for someone of his skillset outside of the valley, where the skimpy resume probably looks even skimpier by comparison.

I realize leaving is tough when you don't have a car, but he also won't have a home soon. Some relocation may be in order. Best of luck to him either way.

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by Singletoned on Friday May 16, 2014 @09:45AM (#7755439)
He's certainly 'notorious' in certain circles. He used to be considered a troll in certain newsgroups, because he's very argumentative.

I think he is in some ways the prototypical hacker. He's very good at what he does, but he struggles to do anything with financial value, and he's got very bad interpersonal skills.

He's done quite a lot of Emacs work, particularly around trying to make it easier to work with. His work was very helpful to me when I was starting out with Emacs, so I've given him some money. His documentation saved me weeks of work over the years, so giving him a days wages is a no-brainer.

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by nkozyra on Friday May 16, 2014 @09:50AM (#7755464)
Ah, thanks. I think there's a lot of room for boisterous, outspoken and even aggressive developers, but you really gotta prove you have the chops to earn that.

I'd agree with your assessment that interpersonal skills are the issue (in fact he agrees, too) and that's not something you can fix overnight.

I really think the best situation for this guy is to get out of the valley for a bit, get a job doing some very focused dev/maintenance stuff in his areas of expertise (Python/JS?) and design a personal reboot plan.

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by pekk on Friday May 16, 2014 @10:27AM (#7755667)
You really gotta prove you have the chops to deliver judgement on Xah Lee. I have no idea who you are and I can't tell you did anything as helpful as Xah Lee did.

Maybe you should just refrain from judging people like this so harshly when you don't really know anything about them.

Your attitude sucks. I would never, ever want to work with you when you talk smack on people like this without knowing anything about them.

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by nkozyra on Friday May 16, 2014 @10:39AM (#7755724)
I didn't talk smack about him, so I have no idea what you're ranting about here.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by loup-vaillant on Friday May 16, 2014 @11:01AM (#7755823)
Yes you did:

> I think there's a lot of room for boisterous, outspoken and even aggressive developers, but you really gotta prove you have the chops to earn that.

This sentence of yours strongly suggest that you think Xah Lee didn't prove he has the chops to earn being outspoken. You may even think he probably did not earn such a right at all. Even if you don't think so, the suggestion is there for all to read.

Besides, I have read a good chunk of his website. Even when he goes full insult-mode, he generally has a point.

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by nkozyra on Friday May 16, 2014 @11:24AM (#7755950)
> This sentence of yours strongly suggest that you think Xah Lee didn't prove he has the chops to earn being outspoken.

I didn't say nor did I suggest this. I'm simply saying that if you're going to walk into a room and act like Linus you'd better have a track record like Linus.

I didn't say Xah Lee does or doesn't, particularly since I noted above that I didn't know much about him. I'm simply pointing out that if that's your style, that's what you need to back it up.

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by loup-vaillant on Friday May 16, 2014 @11:31AM (#7755994)
<looking up…>

Oops. Sorry. I retract.

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by nabla9 on Friday May 16, 2014 @10:05AM (#7755539)
He is known as annoying Usenet troll by many. I don't classify him as pure troll, however. He don't troll for the sake of trolling and he can be helpful. He is very opinionated and argumentative and don't adjust his thinking very well.

He might have mood disorder. http://xahlee.org/PageTwo_dir/Personal_dir/xah.html

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by ChuckMcM on Friday May 16, 2014 @11:42AM (#7756055)
Yup. I suspect this is the core of his incompatibility with nominal employment in the tech space.

I agree with others that perhaps a documentation role on an open source project would be something that would be in demand, but having the tech writer telling the developers they are doing it wrong is not a good recipe for success (and that seems to be a real possibility here).

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by IanKelling on Friday May 16, 2014 @11:53AM (#7756119)
He was unemployed by choice, not incompatibility. I know he has written quite a bit of good emacs documentation and elisp code, and just that is worth donating for to me.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by chazu on Monday May 19, 2014 @11:34AM (#7767921)
I second this. His emacs/elisp docs have been exceedingly helpful for me in the past, certainly helpful enough to warrant a donation, regardless of any reputation for being difficult to work with.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by swah on Friday May 16, 2014 @10:51AM (#7755765)
Like Erik Naggum, which is considered a troll by many, and also a great writer w/ deep knowledge of programming languagess if can get past the troll part.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by sanxiyn on Friday May 16, 2014 @11:14AM (#7755900)
Also Jon Harrop. There is no doubt he is trolling, but also no doubt he is a very accomplished programmer. (He may disagree he is trolling, but if audience thinks you are trolling, you are.)
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by freshhawk on Friday May 16, 2014 @12:40PM (#7756367)
"if [the] audience thinks you are trolling, you are"

Really? I thought the entire definition of trolling was based on intent. Trolling is trying to provoke a reaction from people.

By your definition a significant percentage of the world is trolling the anti-vax and truther communities for example. And many mentally ill people who comment online are trolls instead of just being mistaken for them?

This definition seems a lot less useful to me than the intent based one.

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by rbanffy on Friday May 16, 2014 @02:03PM (#7756816)
> a significant percentage of the world is trolling the anti-vax and truther communities for example

You don't go to an anti-vax or truther community to remind them how crazy they are. When we consider mental conditions, it may be that some people have compulsive troll disorder or something to that effect.

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by freshhawk on Friday May 16, 2014 @05:26PM (#7758007)
My point about anti-vax or truthers is that they often think people who disagree with them are trolling them, and under this definition that means they are. That seems ridiculous to me.

As for mental conditions, that's another definition that seems inconsistent. I thought trolling was trying to provoke a reaction by being obnoxious or acting stupid or acting mentally ill. I thought the whole point of trolling was that you mostly can't tell if you are being trolled or not. Similar to Poe's law.

A definition of trolling that labels anyone who provokes a negative reaction from a community for any reason, like actually being mentally ill or actually being very ignorant seems overly broad. You just put weev in the same category as someone extremely technically illiterate who asks a stupid question on yahoo answers.

Now you just have a synonym for "annoying" or "irritating".

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by tenfingers on Friday May 16, 2014 @11:51AM (#7756109)
Hah, indeed. I actually brought a copy of OCaml for Scientists and I was surprised when I received basically what looks like a a hand-bound copy. But the book is actually good, and I could recommend it.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by swah on Friday May 16, 2014 @01:04PM (#7756500)
Also some folks thought the disease he had (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ulcerative_colitis) played a part in his usual "bad mood".
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by twic on Friday May 16, 2014 @10:58AM (#7755803)
I remember this guy! Blast from the past! He used to make trouble around comp.lang.java.programmer, i think. He was clearly intelligent, but unhinged and emotional enough that he didn't really contribute anything useful. A sad case all round, really.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by mercer on Friday May 16, 2014 @10:31AM (#7755685)
Indeed. I know a few people who have a (strong) mood disorder, and one characteristic they all share is that they tend to be more abrasive and 'rigid' in general, even when they're in a good mood.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by michaelochurch on Friday May 16, 2014 @11:32AM (#7756002)
When you're bipolar, you spend less time in the emotional midrange, where social skills are built, and develop a social deficit. (Some people recover in their 20s, because a 20% social deficit is catastrophic at 20 but not at 40-- being "socially 16" at 20 is devastating, but at 40, it means you're socially 32, which is not a big deal-- but some don't). You also spend more time than most people in intense states, which makes you more creative. So bipolar people have a paradoxical age-skew where they seem socially younger but, in some critical ways (creative maturity, ethical insight) tend to be substantially older and more experienced, because they've spent more time at extremes.

From this, there's a tendency (out of resentment?) for people with BP to discount the experiences and skills of normal people as trivial "small talk" and turn emotional and ethical extremity ("I've really experienced life") into a virtue.

Bipolar, I'm convinced, is a different thing from being manic-depressive (which would, in 2014, be called hypomanic-depressive if the term were still used; but to save keystrokes I'll use "manic" even though modern psychiatry only uses "mania" for extreme highs that even most bipolar people never get.) Manic-depressive is present pathology, a symptom profile that few bipolar people have all the time. On the other hand, bipolar (as I'd define it) is a type of mind (creative, judgmental, ethically rigid) that has advantages (if the manic-depressive symptoms are contained) and drawbacks, but that never goes away, even if the manic-depressive symptoms remit. Well-treated bipolar people tend (contrary to stereotype) to be unusually conscientious, loyal, and self-aware. The flip side of it is a sort of extreme moral mysophobia.

It actually makes sense. If you're bipolar, little things have gigantic consequences. A night of heavy drinking can have you suicidally depressed for a week. Simple excitement about an intellectual interest can become socially harmful (you don't realize that others don't share the interest). If you live in a world where you're punished (by internal and external causes) severely for small mistakes, you tend to become intolerant of others who get away with much more.

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by mercer on Friday May 16, 2014 @12:15PM (#7756230)
Thank you for that! The type of people I befriend tend to suffer from disorders, and while I've often come to understand much about how they function, this was something I was particularly curious about. It makes a lot more sense to me now, and I'm pretty sure it might solve some of the misunderstandings and conflicts now that I know this.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by roghummal on Friday May 16, 2014 @10:47PM (#7759086)
Heh. Spoken like someone that doesn't really feel anything.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by omilu on Saturday May 17, 2014 @10:51PM (#7761968)
I'd rather work with a cranky trolling yet competent and accomplished programmer, then a sweet talking dip tard. In my experience incompetence is directly proportional to the amount of pleasantries one uses in discourse.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by Schwolop on Sunday May 18, 2014 @11:08PM (#7765505)
He used to piss off a lot of people on rec.juggling by commenting rabidly on any videos that featured female jugglers. I liked him though - for some reason his webpage directly a lot of traffic my way, even though I wasn't female...
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by michaelochurch on Friday May 16, 2014 @11:20AM (#7755933)
This guy doesn't deserve to have had Silicon Valley turn its collective back on him, and I definitely feel bad for what has happened to him, but I don't think his behavior can be attributed only to bipolar disorder or depression. I also don't see hypomanic grandiosity so much as defeat in his posturing, but that's just me.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by roghummal on Friday May 16, 2014 @10:34PM (#7759054)
Whatever makes you feel better.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by thegeomaster on Friday May 16, 2014 @10:01AM (#7755520)
Is his resume really skimpy? I thought it was rather good, but I have no reference points on what is and what isn't considered good enough.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by serf on Friday May 16, 2014 @10:38AM (#7755717)
I don't think it's skimpy, but maybe wrongly ordered and perhaps some stuff should be omitted.

Example :

Accomplishments (at the top) : High school dropout Education (at the bottom) : Member of MENSA.

seems obvious to me which one of those two should be getting played up more.

His site has been personally very helpful to me, and I hope that he has a run of better luck.

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by pdw on Friday May 16, 2014 @11:25AM (#7755959)
According to his autobiography, he moved as a teenager from Taiwan to Paraguay, then to Bolivia and finally to Canada. That's a very different story than simply "high school dropout". http://xahlee.org/PageTwo_dir/Personal_dir/xah.html
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by thinkpad20 on Friday May 16, 2014 @11:35AM (#7756023)
Sounds like writing him a new, attractive, professional resume could be very helpful. Clearly his biggest issues are dealing with people and presenting himself.

Side note: that he could live at all in San Francisco on that kind of income is truly impressive. At $1600 a month, rent alone is over $17000 a year.

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by mercer on Friday May 16, 2014 @12:20PM (#7756248)
I'd remove both, as they paint a picture that is predominantly negative (even if it might be incorrect).
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by serf on Friday May 16, 2014 @02:35PM (#7757110)
I agree.

Some don't realize that a resume isn't a life-journal, but rather a carefully crafted group of documents which should help to paint the image of a choice candidate in the eyes of the interviewer, not the interviewee.

Like much in life, the biggest part of the problem is stepping into the shoes of the other party and learning to craft what they expect to see.

Having helped numerous friends and loved ones with their individual resumes was personally enlightening for when the next time comes that I must make one.

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by stdbrouw on Friday May 16, 2014 @10:16AM (#7755612)
It actually does look pretty good, until you realize he doesn't list any real previous job experience anywhere.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by pekk on Friday May 16, 2014 @10:33AM (#7755694)
Which is the worst, unforgivable sin (even worse than being old). It doesn't matter what you have done, if there is no corporation to witness to your ability and you do not have a fresh face. Hence "entry-level" positions requiring 5 years of experience, and yet you are unemployable forever if you don't have a job within 5 years of graduating. It might as well be law.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by bentcorner on Friday May 16, 2014 @11:21AM (#7755937)
Is having corporate experience really that much better though?

I mean, obviously working for someone for several years implies some level of competence, but your work is nearly always locked away and you can't show it off.

Ideally you'd want someone who does both; working for someone, which demonstrates the ability to work on a team, while also contributing to open source and making their own content, upon which you can grade their technical skills.

As someone who has worked in the corporate world since graduation, I feel I have little to show that is concrete. It's all hearsay.

I feel I'd be better off if I spent time developing myself outside of work hours so that I can have something visible to the world to be proud of, but frankly with a family to take care of it's a struggle to get the energy to do that. I'd like to have my cake and eat it too. It's a little depressing to me, honestly, but it is what it is.

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by sanxiyn on Friday May 16, 2014 @12:04PM (#7756175)
Practically speaking, yes, having corporate experience is much better.

After leaving the school (I didn't graduate), I spent 2 years doing self-directed learning about computing. I have commit access to PyPy and LLVM, am credited in release notes of Mono and IronPython, and hundreds of open source commits to show off. I still had a lot of trouble landing a job. I got lucky in the end, but it was rough.

You seem to overestimate how open source contributions are judged in job search. Corporate experience is not hearsay; it is concrete. Open source contributions are not concrete, because most employers do not know how to evaluate them.

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by berdario on Friday May 16, 2014 @12:43PM (#7756385)
I have had mostly the same experience.

On the plus side: a lot of companies care about Open Source experience and are able to evaluate it.

On the down side: companies who do it are still the minority, and you'll get a lot of competition from similar folks, who'll likely have written even more open source code than you did, and if they have had a real paid-for work experience will probably be preferred

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by base698 on Friday May 16, 2014 @12:40PM (#7756368)
> Is having corporate experience really that much better though?

Yes, a thousand times yes. At a minimum it gives you insight into some product/set of products that are commercially viable and people use. You get experience with at least one build system, and code architecture someone took to market. It also gives you a paycheck that frees up worries about food and housing. In the least demanding of these jobs you can use the down time to learn other technologies by building a MVP of the current product in another technology or contributing to open source projects your corporate job uses. The insight gained from one "real job" is a million times more helpful than trolling github and trying to figure out what a given project is used for in the real world.

Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by leoc on Friday May 16, 2014 @03:41PM (#7757513)
It also gives some assurance that you won't be unmanageable in a working-for-hire context, or a HR problem child in other ways.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by drivingmenuts on Friday May 16, 2014 @11:57AM (#7756143)
Long-term corporate employment is more valuable if you're seeking corporate employment. Only a few corporations (relatively speaking) place any value on open-source project association.
Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by leoc on Friday May 16, 2014 @05:14PM (#7757954)
Apparently one reason that Valve did do well for themselves was that they were something like the first to seek out and hire modders rather than just new grads and gaming-industry made men. Naturally they were looking for the best, most accomplished modders but at the time they had their pick of them.
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Re:I'm About as Good as Dead: The End of Xah Lee by nkozyra on Friday May 16, 2014 @12:32PM (#7756315)
That's what our company does - we produce redirect loops for corporate sites.