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Re:High-Paying Trade Jobs Sit Empty, While High School Grads... by Avshalom on Thursday April 26, 2018 @05:14PM (#16935859)
a) I'm not in a place where even if I emailed them and they did understand I would be any more likely to actually follow through the second they stopped looking over my shoulder.

b) 30 grand and benefits in Albuquerque isn't a low wage it's god damned pinkies out upper class.

c) I am not over qualified to be a stock boy (though I am damned good at it) I am orthogonally qualified for other jobs.

d) yeah I am aware that a therapist would help but that self sabatoge came after 6 months of counseling and antidepressants... More effective therapy is either non existent or out of my price range.

Re:High-Paying Trade Jobs Sit Empty, While High School Grads... by astrange on Friday April 27, 2018 @07:36AM (#16939949)
Being active and yet totally incapable of doing anything that makes you feel bad might be depression but actually sounds like an ADHD symptom people don't talk about.

https://www.additudemag.com/rejection-sensitive-dysphoria-ho...

Unfortunately I've never heard about therapy for this - there's just a different medication than antidepressants - but maybe reading that would help you.