I have no advice because I’m still kinda in the bad place but I think it just takes one thing you can focus on that you enjoy and sometimes you can slowly dig out of the hole. I’ve started woodworking and the joy I get finishing a project has helped to push me forward. Just talk from the heart and you’ll make a good video I’m sure.

Good luck, your project is very impressive and I hope you are able to continue to make cool stuff!