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Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @12:06PM (#19432125)
Could you elaborate why are you calling experience "enlightening", considering you can not put it into words?

There is a joke about a guy, who could not remember a brilliant idea, he got under drugs. He left a piece of paper and pencil around, and wrote it down during the next trip. A day later he found the paper, which read "The Water is Wet".

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by Moodles on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @12:18PM (#19432262)
It was enlightening, but what I mean is that I simply lack the language skills to adaquately describe it. Can you describe a rainbow to a blind person? Sort of: you might try to explain it in terms of sounds being next to each other, but we lack the language to do it adequately.

My original post is sort of the best I can do I think. It’s not like “enlightening” like knowledge I learned. It was just enlightening in a kind of spiritual way, to feel that way. To know I’m capable of feeling that at peace and empathetic, I guess? Doesn’t give it justice but that’s an approximation.

Certainly true you can come out and say some stupid, non-profound things when on drugs though :-)

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by saiya-jin on Wednesday March 20, 2019 @04:49AM (#19440152)
I can attest to this 'enlightening' on mushrooms too, experienced when coming down from height of the trip. I am not spiritual at all, but spending months in buddhist places like Ladakh or Nepal made me realize I was closest to that compared to say christianity.

It is some sort of unity with whole universe, living or not, profound and deep peace of mind with whatever life will throw at you, because in grand enough scheme of things it won't matter and its OK that way. These are mere words that can't describe the actual state, but the whole experience is still in some ways part of me and makes me a better person overall.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Wednesday March 20, 2019 @01:33PM (#19444578)
I can understand "a speck in a grand scheme". But how exactly the experience is making you better person? I know some people who do psychedelics, and they seem quite like anybody else.

Sort of a foresee: a philosophy of "won't matter" is definitely not the one driving the personal growth.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by Moodles on Thursday March 21, 2019 @01:22AM (#19449437)
> But how exactly the experience is making you better person?

Look at the original post: The John Hopkins study.

This seems really trivial to argue. Look at the studies. Yes, there needs to be more, but the evidence looks promising. You arguing back and forth with everyone here is clearly going nowhere.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @01:07PM (#19432849)
One can definitely describe a rainbow to a blind person. Your explanation is perfectly valid.

Does that mean, that before that experience you never felt at peace or empathetic, or were you just enlightened, that you can induce that feeling by drugs?

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by Moodles on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @01:54PM (#19433450)
> One can definitely describe a rainbow to a blind person. Your explanation is perfectly valid.

My explanation is just an approximation though isn't it? It doesn't help the blind person to actually see the rainbow, just to get a sense of it.

> Does that mean, that before that experience you never felt at peace or empathetic, or were you just enlightened, that you can induce that feeling by drugs?

No. But the mushrooms caused a difference experience that I can only explain to you like I can only explain a rainbow as sounds to a blind person. Of course I feel empathy to people without drugs.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @02:33PM (#19433996)
> My explanation is just an approximation though isn't it? It doesn't help the blind person to actually see the rainbow, just to get a sense of it.

What you are talking is physical experience. And I doubt drugs somehow give you that. How is it different from "a sense of it", except you being very excited about it by a drug?

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by Moodles on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @03:03PM (#19434386)
It's just a different kind of experience. Psychedelics gave me this particular one. But plenty of other things, like having eyes or skydiving, give you a different experience too. You get a pretty accurate idea of what skydiving is like if you bungee jump, but nothing really compares to psychedelics so it's very difficult to explain, like explaining a rainbow to a blind person. Because no experience is really similar, words feel especially inadequate.

It doesn't make me better than anyone else because I took some shrooms. I'm not sure what you're arguing with me about.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @03:49PM (#19434956)
I am arguing about the constant use of the word "enlightening" in relation with drug use. People don't call skydiving or bungee jumps "enlightening".
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by Moodles on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @04:46PM (#19435645)
Ok, well, I choose to use that word. Given the actual dictionary definition of the word, I'm okay with using it.
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by Analog24 on Thursday March 21, 2019 @06:40PM (#19458063)
You can describe anything to anyone but that doesn't mean they'll actually understand it. A blind person who has never seen anything, let alone colors, will never be able to comprehend what a rainbow looks like.
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by AnIdiotOnTheNet on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @01:43PM (#19433314)
Sure, you can describe it in a technically correct way, maybe even provide an analogy, but what you can't provide is the context for understanding the experience of seeing the rainbow.
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @02:36PM (#19434021)
The context being "being on drugs"? How is it related to enlightenment?
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by technotony on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @01:48PM (#19433373)
It's not that you lack the language skills to describe it, it's that you accessed a state of consciousness that exists before/beyond language. This is a state that has been extensively explored through meditation by yogis and which the foundation of Vedantic teachings if you want to learn more. The way I (poorly) understand it is that language is part of the veil that separates us from Source. You can't communicate what lies beyond the veil because the tool of communication is of the veil.
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @02:39PM (#19434065)
So, basically, some unscientific bullshit, that probably has no real effect, except the bragging rights?
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by rocgf on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @05:06PM (#19435876)
It's astonising to see what lengths people will go to in order to dispute something they simply don't comprehend because of pre-existing bias.

It's a bit like trying to explain what being in love is like or what you feel when your child is born and he grabs your finger for the first time. You could just as easily dismiss those two, despite the fact that they are some of the most beautiful life experiences for any human.

It doesn't really matter if one writes a sentence or a novel about a psychedelic experience, you won't be that much closer to understanding it either way.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @08:31PM (#19437662)
I am not trying to understand the experience. I am trying to understand if it actually provides any enlightenment apart from "wow this brain failure mode is fun to experience".
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by Moodles on Wednesday March 20, 2019 @02:07AM (#19439465)
You probably won't understand by reading our HN comments. You come across as quite argumentative and not really ready to listen to a contradicting view. Maybe you're offended by the word "enlightening". I don't know why that's such a big deal?

I suggest you either try some mushrooms to understand for yourself, or chill out.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Wednesday March 20, 2019 @04:20AM (#19440021)
> You probably won't understand by reading our HN comments.

Why not? If nobody here, who had "enlightening" drug experiences, actually can mention something enlightening which they learned during a trip, it would reassure others, that there's no enlightening.

> I don't know why that's such a big deal?

Because we are talking about addictive and potentially dangerous chemicals, which people continue to suggest for some reason.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by rocgf on Wednesday March 20, 2019 @06:23AM (#19440649)
Your attitude is not one of desire to understand, but rather of desire to dispute. Someone that comes across as you do can rarely be budged, so I won't waste a lot of effort.

First of all, the archetypal psychedelic (e.g. mushrooms, LSD) are some of the safest substances one can consume from a physical health standpoint. The dangers come only psychologically and, to be fair, you cannot know beforehand what your reaction will be. However, these risks can be mitigated by doing research beforehand, taking an appropriate dose, testing your substance. As for addiction, psychedelics in particular are on the lower end of the scale. Caffeine and sugar are more addictive by orders of magnitude (though this is personal anecdote).

> actually can mention something enlightening which they learned during a trip

Now, it seems like, for you to be content, you want some pearl of wisdom or utterance that would sound unlike anything that's ever been said before. That will not happen and it is an unfair yardstick. Enlightening is the state you experience during and after the experience; you simply would not believe that your brain is capable of taking you to that place.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Wednesday March 20, 2019 @01:04PM (#19444221)
> Your attitude is not one of desire to understand, but rather of desire to dispute.

That's how understanding works. In science this process is called peer review.

> Now, it seems like, for you to be content, you want some pearl of wisdom or utterance that would sound unlike anything that's ever been said before.

Nah, anything, that person did not know/think before would be good.

> That will not happen and it is an unfair yardstick. Enlightening is the state you experience during and after the experience; you simply would not believe that your brain is capable of taking you to that place.

That's about as enlightening, as having your brain before bungee jump to believe you actually gonna do it.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by rocgf on Wednesday March 20, 2019 @08:10PM (#19448262)
> That's how understanding works. In science this process is called peer review.

Who are you trying to fool here, really? Your comments have been tendentious and definitely not on the neutral or inquisitive side. Your agenda is quite clear, despite the perfunctory attempts of proving the opposite.

> Nah, anything, that person did not know/think before would be good.

Fine. Quoting from a friend below, of course...

What effects you get deeply depends on what substance you ingest, and your mileage may vary, but generally speaking, your thoughts get a whole new dimension to them, a dimension that you never knew existed. You are not necessarily smarter, but you can quite literally _see_ avenues of reasoning stemming from your biases, opinions, thoughts. While sober thoughts are somewhat garbled up, without a clear beginning or end, on psychedelics they become like flipping through stack of books - visual, clear, compartmentalized, distinct. You can take an idea and dissect it by means that are just not available while sober.

There are many nuances to this and a text will never capture them all.

On mushrooms, as an example, I become objective to a fault. I know the notion of good and bad, but nothing is intrinsically so because my biases and preconceived ideas have gone out the window. I can think of a topic as if I became aware of it for the first time. I also get this state of constant awe at the beauty and the complexity of everyday life - be it a ladybug, a plane, a tree, a painting. This is not a state I want permanently, it doesn't necessarily _feel good_ by definition and it can be overwhelming.

Now, as for examples of what I "did not know/think before", there are plenty. Some of them too personal to post here, but I guess I can give one example.

My childhood was a happy one, but I never realized how much school has shaped me and affected me in negative ways. Since I was not brought up in a Western country, the school system was absurd in many ways, most obviously in terms of the authority issues I got from it. I always saw my school years as a given, an immutable part of my existence, and never once pondered the question of "how much different would I have been as a person in different circumstances?".

Think of this what you will, I have tried my best to convey a very complex experience that I myself have forgotten a lot about. The realness of the experience tends to fade away with abstinence.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Thursday March 21, 2019 @12:45AM (#19449336)
> "how much different would I have been as a person in different circumstances?"

Are you seriously claiming that thought never crossed your mind before?

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by rocgf on Thursday March 21, 2019 @05:56AM (#19450485)
This can go on forever.

Have you never thought of the possibility of your parents passing away? Of course you did, but you don't internalize that until it happens.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by mistermann on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @06:52PM (#19436955)
Rather than criticize that which you have utterly no knowledge or understanding of, why don't you go see what it really is for yourself?
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @08:33PM (#19437675)
Because of the alleged negative long- and short-term effects.

Also, I am not actively seeking joy, that is induced by a drug.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by mistermann on Wednesday March 20, 2019 @11:41AM (#19443289)
This is far from sufficient to support the statement "some unscientific bullshit, that probably has no real effect, except the bragging rights."

And if you've read this thread and come to the conclusion that "seeking joy" is all that's going on here, it suggests yet another benefit you might realize from some small experimentation: a substantial improvement in your epistemological abilities.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Wednesday March 20, 2019 @01:15PM (#19444351)
>> Because of the alleged negative long- and short-term effects.

> This is far from sufficient to support the statement "some unscientific bullshit, that probably has no real effect, except the bragging rights."

Your question was formulated "why not just try". Why are you referring to the other part. If I have two choices, which you provided, and I kick one out with this answer, the other one is the only one left.

> a substantial improvement in your epistemological abilities

Are you claiming my "epistemological abilities" are somehow lacking, because I claim there's nothing enlightening but "wow, I can feel it on drugs" in drug-related experience, because multiple opponents on this thread fail to provide any concrete examples?

How about you guys are just delusional, or unable to adhere to Occam razor? The later states, that the explanation of drug experiences via a failure of participants to recognize bullshit in their dreams due to their brains being partially off, is superior to the explanation, that throwing a random chemical into a complex system designed to live a normal life can somehow produce a very deep though via a mechanism unknown?

My theory also have a very good easily falsifiable prediction, that the opposite does not: that none claiming to have an "enlightening" would be able to produce anything enlightening in this thread. And it holds so far.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by mistermann on Wednesday March 20, 2019 @02:04PM (#19444963)
> Are you claiming my "epistemological abilities" are somehow lacking, because I claim there's nothing enlightening but "wow, I can feel it on drugs" in drug-related experience, because multiple opponents on this thread fail to provide any concrete examples?

There is a very large difference between objective reality, and reality as we perceive it. If you'd like to see that difference, there is a way. If you'd like to remain ignorant (in the technical sense of that word, not the pejorative sense), and in your case overconfident in your beliefs, that is your choice.

> How about you guys are just delusional, or unable to adhere to Occam razor? The later states, that the explanation of drug experiences via a failure of participants to recognize bullshit in their dreams due to their brains being partially off, is superior to the explanation, that throwing a random chemical into a complex system designed to live a normal life can somehow produce a very deep though via a mechanism unknown?

Maybe, maybe not. But it's rather foolhardy to speak down to people who you know have more knowledge and experience than you, is it not?

Occam's razor is a popular rule of thumb, a heuristic, for cases where you lack information. In this case, more information is available to you.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Thursday March 21, 2019 @12:50AM (#19449351)
> you know have more knowledge and experience than you

Experience maybe, but knowledge?

Either way, these alone mean nothing, if proper disciplines are not followed during accumulation process. You don't think all older people somehow understand life better, than you do, just because they have more experience, and, often, knowledge.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by mistermann on Thursday March 21, 2019 @10:48AM (#19452935)
> Experience maybe, but knowledge?

Yes.

> You don't think all older people somehow understand life better, than you do, just because they have more experience, and, often, knowledge.

It depends on the topic.

On this topic, you have precisely zero first hand knowledge, yet extremely high confidence in your speculative opinion. And seemingly not the slightest curiosity in obtaining facts. It's kind of interesting if you think about it that way don't you think?

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Monday March 25, 2019 @02:35PM (#19485348)
That is not "first hand" knowledge. You are referring to experience again.
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by mistermann on Wednesday March 27, 2019 @08:09AM (#19500045)
knowl·edge /ˈnäləj/ noun noun: knowledge; plural noun: knowledges

1. facts, information, and skills acquired by a person through experience or education; the theoretical or practical understanding of a subject.

2. awareness or familiarity gained by experience of a fact or situation.

Speaking of knowledge, you seem to be strangely unable to recognize the limitations of yours, even when a thread is full of people discussing things of which you are utterly ignorant. And I choose the word ignorant deliberately - you don't just lack knowledge, you choose to ignore that which is inconsistent with your existing knowledge, at least on this topic.

Of course, there is a very simple solution to this, but for reasons I doubt you are interested in, you will likely choose to remain in your current state, which is well within your rights.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by byproxy on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @12:11PM (#19432185)
I think the most basic of observations can feel extremely profound while on hallucinogenics in that they might set off a cascade of ideas and recognitions that make the world feel more intimate. A phrase such as "the water is wet" could've been akin to an input to a particular function that unlocked a slew of realizations.

Possibly.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by AnIdiotOnTheNet on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @01:50PM (#19433400)
I could buy that. What I've found is that a lot of the most fundamental truths of the universe are really simple. So simple, they can often be expressed as, or nearly as, tautologies. Here's one for karma: if you put good into the world, there will be good in the world.
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @02:37PM (#19434043)
Any specific realizations, that are unlike "water is wet", that came to you or your friends on drugs?
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by byproxy on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @04:24PM (#19435390)
I wasn't speaking of my specific experience[], rather I was guessing what might lead to profound moments while under the influence.

"Water is wet" isn't the realization in what I'm hypothesizing, but could be a spark of an idea that sets of a chain reaction of tangentially related concepts that seem to make a whole lot of sense as a whole and impart feelings of great beauty to one who is high and might inspire that person to write down the "big bang" of their experience, if you will. So, someone writing "water is wet" is writing the map, not the treasure.

Maybe?

[]I've done mushrooms once and it was mostly a horrifying, traumatic experience. The drive home during sunrise with my car's radio set to the local classical station playing choral music felt particularly affecting, though.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @08:22PM (#19437615)
> seem to make a whole lot of sense

Sounds like its similar to experience of being drunk then. E.g. you get a bunch of unrelated uninteresting ideas, that seem impressive to you, because the part of the brain, that is responsible for filtering bullshit is off/operating poorly.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by byproxy on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @10:07PM (#19438233)
Maybe!
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by pwm on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @05:01PM (#19435830)
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by drablyechoes on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @01:30PM (#19433136)
In my experience, the sense of "enlightenment" that came from experiments with psychedelic drugs arise from the realization that a very small quantity of chemicals (a dose of LSD is measured in millionths of a gram) can have such a profound effect on your perception of reality and sense of self-awareness.

That said, psychedelic drugs do not inherently bring the user to any kind of spiritual discovery or intellectual awakening. The path to enlightenment requires one to make the conscious choice to continue down it on a daily basis and the self-discipline to not get stuck in the murk and mire.

Drugs are just one of many tools available to facilitate meditations on the nature of being.

Unsurprisingly, however, hallucinogenic drugs are likely more often used as a distraction from reality. This is certainly a valid use-case for many people, but it does not have anything to do with enlightenment.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by utexaspunk on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @03:35PM (#19434789)
Yeah, when people ask me what LSD is like, I tell them it's like those decals people put on large windows so that birds won't hit them. Your perception of reality is mediated by the lens of your senses and mind. The drug distorts that lens, allowing you to see it and study it.
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by erik14th on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @12:27PM (#19432373)
I think LSD gives you that feeling of unity, that everything makes sense, and so, yes, you may feel enlightened by trivial stuff.

I don't think LSD puts ideas in your head, it just gives you a different perspective over the stuff that's already there. So it's a silly idea to believe it'll enlighten you by itself, but if you've been reading poetry, philosophy, if you're in contact with nature it may help you see things you didn't see or realize before, which is enlightening.

I think that's one of the properties that help with depression/anxiety since it may help you deal with trauma or with inconsistencies in your own personality that you have repressed, ignored or just don't know how to deal with.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @01:09PM (#19432868)
Or you can blunt these feelings using alcohol. I would not call it "dealing with", if you are not actually solving the underlying problem.
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by Analog24 on Thursday March 21, 2019 @07:05PM (#19458256)
How do you "solve" a loved one dying or being diagnosed with terminal cancer, for example? Sometimes the issue is a fundamental fact of life that can't be "solved". Psychedelics can help you come to peace with these things and let you live a less painful life (obviously this isn't true for everyone but there are many studies that show it helps for a lot of people).

Alcohol does not make you come to peace with such things, it just makes you forget for a time. Then you eventually have to deal with it again.

Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by bigj0n on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @12:50PM (#19432626)
It's like trying to explain to somebody what love is. You can try, but it's really impossible to put into words.
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by lostmsu on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @01:10PM (#19432883)
Quite a bit of people writing and reading certain kinds of books would disagree.
Re:5-MeO-DMT Associated with Improvements in Depression, Anx... by pmoriarty on Tuesday March 19, 2019 @07:42PM (#19437360)
"There is a joke about a guy, who could not remember a brilliant idea, he got under drugs. He left a piece of paper and pencil around, and wrote it down during the next trip. A day later he found the paper, which read "The Water is Wet"."

William James, the legendary pioneer of psychology and pragmatic philosophy, experimented with nitrous oxide (aka "lauging gas" -- the stuff they still give you at the dentist), and experienced revelations, which he wrote down[1][2]:

    What's mistake but a kind of take?
    What's nausea but a kind of -ausea?
    Sober, drunk, -unk , astonishment. . . .
    Agreement--disagreement!!
    Emotion--motion!!! . . .
    Reconciliation of opposites; sober, drunk, all the same!
    Good and evil reconciled in a laugh!
    It escapes, it escapes!
    But--
    What escapes, WHAT escapes?
Musing about this, he later wrote in his seminal work "Varieties of Religious Experience"[3]:

"Some years ago I myself made some observations on this aspect of nitrous oxide intoxication, and reported them in print. One conclusion was forced upon my mind at that time, and my impression of its truth has ever since remained unshaken. It is that our normal waking consciousness, rational consciousness as we call it, is but one special type of consciousness, whilst all about it, parted from it by the filmiest of screens, there lie potential forms of consciousness entirely different. We may go through life without suspecting their existence; but apply the requisite stimulus, and at a touch they are there in all their completeness, definite types of mentality which probably somewhere have their field of application and adaptation.

"No account of the universe in its totality can be final which leaves these other forms of consciousness quite disregarded. How to regard them is the question--for they are so discontinuous with ordinary consciousness. Yet they may determine attitudes though they cannot furnish formulas, and open a region though they fail to give a map. At any rate, they forbid a premature closing of our accounts with reality.

"Looking back on my own experiences, they all converge towards a kind of insight to which I cannot help ascribing some metaphysical significance. The keynote of it is invariably a reconciliation. It is as if the opposites of the world, whose contradictoriness and conflict make all our difficulties and troubles, were melted into unity. Not only do they, as contrasted species, belong to one and the same genus, but one of the species, the nobler and better one, is itself the genus, and so soaks up and absorbs its opposite into itself.

"This is a dark saying, I know, when thus expressed in terms of common logic, but I cannot wholly escape from its authority. I feel as if it must mean something, something like what the hegelian philosophy means, if one could only lay hold of it more clearly. Those who have ears to hear, let them hear; to me the living sense of its reality only comes in the artificial mystic state of mind."

[1] - https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/1996/05/the-nit...

[2] - https://erowid.org/chemicals/nitrous/nitrous_article1.shtml

[3] - https://www.fulltextarchive.com/page/The-Varieties-of-Religi...