I don't want to diminish your testimony which I have no doubt is made with honesty, but there are always two sides to a coin, and sometimes we're too enthusiastic and hopeful to assess the benefit/risk balance with pragmatism. And this can also happen to physicians as well IE wanting to try out a new protocol/technique, boost some statistics over something, having a "nice" case etc.

I simply feel that the world is way less deliberately malign that we picture it to be (especially when we're its victim).