This is currently the hardest thing I'm battling in my life (As sad as that may sound)

On one hand I want to work hard after my fulltime job and read more programming books, write more open source software and write more to my programming blog

On the flip side I want to spend more time on my other passion (Cooking), more with my girlfriend, more time growing myself.

I'm working towards a half/half setup by so far cutting out freelance work from my life, but I think I still need to balance it out more.