I'm so glad I don't have to deal with it anymore. After being in programming for over 20 years, I started making plans to exit the entire industry. Now I realize it was just react. That thing made me despise programming. I kept a virulent twitter journal of my time in react. It seems foreign to me now. Good! Example: https://twitter.com/SisNode/status/1458942812087414797
I mean sure, the passions are real but I'm also ostensibly a well behaved sincere adult. I don't actually want to "literally stab the people who wrote [apache modrewrite] repeatedly in the eyeballs" - although a reconsideration of how transparent the flow is would be greatly appreciated.
Perhaps I should add that to my list of "things to do" and you know, fix it myself. Be responsible or something. I've become intentionally unemployed in order to spend some time on stuff like this and regroup. I should do it.
Honestly, I'm probably still recovering from that react project. Maybe I should do some therapy. It was bad.
You said you keep it private and try to be well behaved, but it probably comes out in your interactions with others, whether you're aware of it or not.
I used to do comedy when I was much younger and I've always had a love for it. I've tried the unhinged neckbeard character a few times. For instance, here's 11 years ago https://mobile.twitter.com/gitHater/status/16997810622706892...