I get this. Never had any desire to learn an instrument because I didn’t see the point. The lures of impressing women or busking for beer money were never strong enough.

Now that I have a copy of ableton I love playing around with wave synths, learning music theory, samplers, automation, the bitcrusher, etc and don’t even have to consciously set aside time to do so, I just do it as easily as opening a video game.