I know it works for some people and I knew that before I posted that comment. Again, that's truly great for them. However, it's my understanding that all too many do not have your level of self-perception nor do they have the same level of self-control that you do and so they end up on a horrible carousel ride until they fall off - big-time.
This seems to be the major reason why doctors do not want to prescribe it. The fact that these concerns about disulfiram have been reoccurring in the literature since the 1960s is pretty much proof of the fact.
I suppose the real problem is the difficulty in determining who will actually benefit from it and who will not, and that's an age old problem that medicine hasn't solved as yet (or as I reckon won't take the necessary time with individual patients to determine those who are suitable - thus it all gets chucked into the 'too-hard' basket).
Just keep at it. Best of luck.
:-)
I had to go out of country for it, doctors do not like to prescribe it. I hoard it.