Just talked to them again (once a week on my dedicated FB phone for mental separation). I think it's worth it (supporting them every month), I mean it's definitely having a positive benefit on their lives. I would just buy another device/toy when they could get food/bills for a month kind of thing.

But yeah I battle that thing of "my money". Granted I still want to not be poor eventually. And buying something nice for yourself isn't a bad thing.

They are pulling bones out of a puffer fish [0]

[0] https://i.imgur.com/CQNevPP.png