Re:Aphantasia
by shaunxcode on Saturday November 27, 2021 @10:14PM
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I definitely have aphantasia - it makes meditating both easier and more difficult. I don’t get to traverse beautifully intricate mandalas but I can very easily engage in focused metta without distraction. On occasion I will see a blue light that fades in and out.
Keep practising. Try imagining the blob turning into simple shapes. Try to imagine what the blob would look like from the other side.
I have, trust me. Most nights lying in bed I'll spend at least a little time doing exactly that, with little change (that's how I figured out I could make it purple though)
I was concentrating very hard, trying to visualize _anything_ and suddenly managed to imagine a green blob. I can occasionally visualize purple as well. It's so incredibly vivid though... It makes me genuinely sad to realize most people can do that (and so much more) at will.
I don't "hear" any more than I "see" in my brain.