Sounds like you've finished tons of games. The games just happen to be sandbox gamedev games - i.e., the engines themselves. Release the engines!
Also, you could just go work as an engine programmer in AAA or for Unity/Unreal/etc....
Also, you could just go work as an engine programmer in AAA or for Unity/Unreal/etc....
The main issue is that I make most of the game, then realize that it’s really unbalanced and the controls are clunky and it isn’t that fun. So i lose interest. Probably related, I don’t really enjoy video games anymore because I get bored too easily.