States can't legislate you out of your human rights.
One day the US federal courts will notice this error that they've made and fix the glitch.
As Churchill famously said, "You can always count on Americans to do the right thing - after they've tried everything else."
The fact that you move on so deftly to the word "deserve" suggests that it's vengeance you seek.
An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind.
I already mentioned the cult-of-personality example above and you breezed over it. Gang leaders are fully capable of executing kills from jail. They have influence that extends beyond the 4 walls they're contained to. Some of them have access to a vast array of money and dangerous people who they can delegate to. They can also actively influence or harm other prisoners in jail.
Treating true psychopaths with kid gloves won't make the world a better place.
We have more than adequate technology to keep such hopeless cases from harming themselves or others.
To the extent that it is moral and justified, it does not extend to include intent to kill. To the extent intent to kill is present, it is not morally “self-defense”, though it may still be within the scope that law does not punish when the other moral elements of self-defense are present (which is, itself, right and proper despite allowing some immoral acts to go unpunished as criminal law should err on the side of nonpunishment and teasing out intent when the other elements of self-defense are present is more likely to result in the reverse error.)
By a strict logical interpretation, you might consider executing yourself as you have met your own stated criterion for being eligible for execution.