Judging from your word choice "deathmatch" and your experience with long loading/matchmaking times I guess you might be a fellow Quake Champions player. Even if you are not, I agree that long loading times are a mood killer when you just want to play a couple of quick matches after work in your limited free time. It is even worse when you know the game's development is abandoned and it will never get fixed, even though you enjoy the game itself.