It is similar to the HR principal (forgot the name) where employees can both intensely like the job but also dislike it — all because the continuoum is on a single axis one.
I think my lack of exercise-wanting is related to this! I don't get that rush feeling. Sorry to not have mentioned that. I just feel terrible the whole time. My SO mentioned this too. For my SO, there is this 'glow' feeling after a workout. I don't believe that I get any such benefit.
1) When did you start exercising(what age)?
2) What shape were you in when you started?
I'm speculating those could affect whether or not you get the endorphin high. Personally, I started when I was 18(I enlisted), and I was very out of shape when I began. By out of shape, I mean I started exercising before I enlisted, and was unable to maintain a run around a city block.
2- Typical 4th grader
Maybe I am non-normal here, but I've no idea what that feels like. Mind, I've run a marathon before, participated in a few organized athletic sports leauges, been on sports teams, improved my weight lifting substantially, and just gone for mile runs and bit of basketball.
I've never felt like I needed to go out and exercise. Sitting on the couch has always been just fine.
It has always been an internal battle to go out and exercise. I feel like crap after exercising. I'm tired, sweaty, grouchy, my legs are wobbly after any distance run, and it takes about 3 hours for me to wind down. I do sleep better, but I can't exercise after ~6pm if I want to get to sleep by ~10pm. My concentration is shot during the winding down and I can't work or study either. Truely, honestly, I do not like exercising. Like, I know it's good for me, but, man alive, it just sucks to do!
Look, I know I am weird here, but based off the data on rates of exercise, I'm not super certain that I'm too far off the average.