I’ve been undergoing EMDR treatment for PTSD and it is quite amazing how well it works. You wouldn’t expect that just watching something move back and forth in front of your face (or having an electric pulse alternate between your hands) in between talking about a traumatic experience would do much, but for me it’s been the most effective thing so far after trying many different kinds of therapy and medication.
I think what a lot of people need when it comes to depression/anxiety/trauma is not simply to feel better in short bursts, but rather to reframe and reprocess thoughts, feelings, and memories in such a way that they become easier to “hold” even if they don’t go away. A lot of our treatments focus on elimination rather than acceptance and reprocessing.
I think of it like short-term dieting vs lifestyle changes. The former may provide a quick fix, but the latter will usually be longer lasting, healthier, and easier to sustain after the initial push.
This is absolutely the gist of it. Anything that helps you do something along these lines is worth pursuing. It's about building up scaffolding around a disaster area-- not to cut off access, but to put up a useful, multipurpose firewall.
It should absolutely be treated as something very special - it 'just works'. Using it too often would make it loose it's magic (on a physical level too)
Then again most additions seem to happen with more subtle substances. MDMA is a way too powerful experience to do it casually.
EMDR is PE with a marketing machine behind it. To quote Robert Ursano, a prominent figure in trauma research and treatment at the VA, “I concur with the view that what's new about EMDR is not helpful and what's helpful is not new,"[1].
There is a disturbing trend of EMDR being billed as a panacea by commercial training institutes without educating clients about equally or more efficacious treatments (PE, CPT) that are studied primarily in academic centres.
0: Chemtob et al., (2000), Davidson and Parker (2001) 1: https://www.washingtonpost.com/archive/lifestyle/wellness/20...
I have sent countless patients to therapists purporting to do DBT, CBT, PE, and others - only to review those sessions with them and hear about poorly delivered supportive therapy with questionable boundaries.
EMDR seems to be delivered with something approximating the actual therapeutic model as studied somewhere around 50% of the time. Which, sadly, is pretty good.
I went to a licensed therapist who insisted I call my GP to obtain antibiotics for a cold. I explained to her that antibiotics arent effective on viral illnesses, she insisted that yellow phlegm indicates "an infection" this antibiotics would be effective. I am also anaemic due to a genetic condition, and the anemia is mild but basically untreatable. She suggested I look into treating it with "herbs."
That sort of boundary crossing?
I stopped going to her, obviously. Pisses me off i actually paid her.
Do you have any experience with Schema Therapy practitioners?
What is "PE" in this context?
It was wild and would certainly NOT be my choice for a sedative in that situation. It hit fast and at first I felt high, doctors faces started to "melt", then a huge black abyss was in front of me and I felt like I was falling head first into it.
I started yelling "no, no!" because it was a very uncomfortable feeling.
Then as I was coming to the entire room was warped, with echoing voices and laughter.
I'll pass on that, not sure how that would help with depression. It would have to be a VERY small dose.
I had the same dose for the same reason, it was very disturbing. Apparently the doctor said it was normal for patients to scream that much.
Some follow a low dose of around 30-35mg and some go up to 150mg which I found to be life changing
Particularly in the issues around PTSD that was induced alongside cranial trauma, rTMI is an unlikely treatment, though still viable. The issue is that PTSD and concussions share strong co-morbidities. If you have a concussion, your physician is more likely to suggest other treatments, as rTMI may cause other issues. In reading through the literature, I cannot find a case where an issue was seen, but I can understand the caution with such a new technology. That said, there may have been cases that I am unaware of. I'll be very clear here, I am not a medical doctor. If you are considering rTMI treatment, please see a physician.
[0] https://www.mayoclinic.org/tests-procedures/transcranial-mag...
[1] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transcranial_magnetic_stimulat...
And if you're talking about starting an IV on yourself... without training, the risks of really bad health issues, including death, are pretty high. Almost no one outside of professional health care has that training. Even if they did, you still need to be monitored by someone else via pulse ox and sometimes blood pressure for safety reasons, and said person monitoring you needs to have the training to know how to help you if something goes wrong. Keep in mind that if ketamine is effective for you, you will end up needing to keep taking it for a long time, typically every 3-6 weeks, or the effects wear off. That frequency multiplies the risks.
In short, I see the ratio of risk to effectiveness for home use ketamine to be emphatically not worth it. Unless you have a partner / friend who has the necessary training.
I know from talking to my doctor that of the $375 I pay, his cost for the ketamine he uses for that one treatment is under 10 bucks. If you've got a medical license, you get access to buy legit pharma drugs very easily. I believe he told me that one vial of Ketamine is something like $20 and there's multiple doses in there.
No one understands the exact mechanism of ketamine for depression even though there has been a lot of research and speculation on this topic. Therefore, you can't say which ROA is best for patients or if one works better than another.
Furthermore, all studies have been small and short in duration so there's no statistical significance to the fact that the IV ROA is used more in studies. If IV was the only route that worked it would be the first anti-depressant with that designation. Because of the cost of infusions patients are right to be skeptical about doctors that are running clinics.
> In short, I see the ratio of risk to effectiveness for home use ketamine to be emphatically not worth it. Unless you have a partner / friend who has the necessary training.
My doctor has clinical experience with ketamine and about 2+ years of prescribing patients with TRD with sublingual ketamine that is taken at home. Ketamine is an incredibly safe drug and nothing about his practice has changed. His insurance has even stayed the same. I know that’s a common justification for high prices from docs that run IV clinics.
The reason I’m not going anonymous on this is because I feel passionately that we need to stem the tide of shady ketamine doctors that don’t give a shit about patients. When I asked my doctor why he wouldn’t charge me a lot of money (he could!) for the treatment he asked me, “Would I charge you a lot for Lexapro because it works?” Good point.
See this book for background on Ketamine and the studies completed: Ketamine for Treatment-Resistant Depression: The First Decade of Progress (2016)
https://books.google.com/books/about/Ketamine_for_Treatment_...
$130 gets me 3000mg in a spray every month. That's enough for about 4 IV-equivalent treatments even with the low bioavailability. The biggest difference is that the intranasal (of course) absorbs more slowly than an IV, so some of the effects last for 2-3 hours after I stop administering the spray, whereas once the IV runs out, I'm ready to leave the clinic in about 15 minutes. (Taking an uber or the subway rather than driving, obviously.)
The therapeutic index for ketamine is ridiculous and I know I don't have adverse reactions to it, so I'm not at all concerned about harming myself with it accidentally. I wouldn't recommend it for anyone who hasn't had some IV treatments, partly because a small number of people do have strong negative reactions to it, and partly because it would be really difficult to know what kind of effect you need to achieve. It's pretty easy for me to tell how high the levels in my blood are because I'm so familiar with how it feels as the IV dose escalates.
While I wouldn't recommend it for an initial treatment, I would recommend it to anyone who has been successfully treated with ketamine. Unfortunately, I think that it's harder to get now. I know my doctor has stopped prescribing it to patients because too many people were selling or abusing it.
Had your loved one tried ECT prior to ketamine infusion? Though its reputation has been sullied by popular culture, it is bar none the most efficacious treatment we have for treating severe and persistent depression, and its efficacy is well supported by decades of research and outcome tracking.
Where I totally agree with you is ECT. It is, with a bullet, the best-supported intervention for treatment-resistant depression, and it's not even close. It is an absolute tragedy that it has such an unfairly terrible reputation. Even before anesthesia was a universal element of ECT, it was never as bad as usually portrayed in popular culture.
My disdain comes from seeing people I'm close to repeatedly pushed towards those treatments by practitioners who, when asked to provide references supporting their endorsement supply anecdotes about past or current patients rather than DOIs. There are specific TMS protocols that appear to have some growing amount of evidence behind them, but ketamine still seems to be a wildly variable cash grab that requires further data before anything can be said about its efficacy.
The experience was a bit like a dialysis clinic, where there are a bunch of beds in a room, tatami screens between the beds, and where a huge 2" diameter syringe dosing pump eases a tiny amount of Ket in the line over 15 minutes.
Aside from the expense, it didn't particularly help my loved one's condition. She said it felt more like it just got her high, and not the kind of high you want. Maybe if they used a stronger dose, but those cost more as I recall.
I feel there are at least three treatments one should try before Ketamine, for PTSD/Anxiety/Depression/Suicidal Ideation.
• EMDR. So successful it's amazing that it's not standard fare in counseling and therapy.
• Neurofeedback. The literature is equivocal at best, but the anecdata is very strong.
• LSD. As our nation struggles with medical marijuana still living on schedule I, LSD similarly inhabits schedule I (where the government knows better than your doctor about there being no possible medical benefit). Studies show LSD is over 10x as successful in curing alcoholism as AA.