They wish they were a creative person, they don't necessarily wish to do anything creative, it's like with instruments, I'd love to be the kind of person who plays guitar but actually sitting down with a guitar and trying to learn is painful and awkward where programming wasn't. Essentially because there were things I wanted to do that involved programming on a level I could do, writing fizzbuzz was fun, but there's nothing really fun or rewarding to me about playing a 2 chord song while I get used to my fingers hurting, I know it _could_ feel that way but it just doesn't.

I learnt to juggle really quite well in 2016, because I went to a hall once a week with some friends I really liked and practised while we talked, and dropping the balls and constantly fucking up could be fun because we were bonding over it, I don't have something like that for guitar.