If everybody hates you there, chances are it’s caused by something you do/are. If you can’t figure out what that is by yourself, maybe talking to a therapist would help. If there is something specific in your character or behavior that causes people to dislike you, he’s qualified to find that. Also, unlike friends and family, it’s his job to be brutally honest with you if that’s for your benefit. Plus, like you said, you’re in a difficult moment of your life, so having some outside councel will be helpful anyway.