Shrinkage is not as bad as you would think, in my case maybe 25%. However, my doctor also prescribes HCG to be injected IM bi-weekly. HCG is an analog to LH - the signaling hormone that tells the testes to produce testosterone. As a result mine are still producing a little bit of test to keep their size and prevent atrophy (I am still fertile as a result).
Acne pops up when dosage is going up or down but tends to go away if you maintain a stable dose and blood level concentrations (aka dose timing) for a long period of time.
Most people in my family suffer from depression, and I have in the past. I think most of mine was caused by anxiety though. SSRIs when I was a teen never did anything for me. I now am fine with no drugs for it though. If yours is based in anxiety I strongly believe it will help.
As an anecdotal single data point of how far you can go after keeping my LH levels as low as I could after around eight months straight my testes decreased around 75% in volume.
Same history with family and SRRI use.
Generally, oral anabolic steroids are more hepatoxic than their IV counterparts. So the advantage is that you end up with less liver damage.
What is your experience with side effects (testes shrinkage, hair loss, acne, etc.)?
For someone with recurrent anxiety and depression that has been resistant to other, more conventional, treatment approaches, do you think TRT is worth exploring and how does one find a good doctor?