Ironically, I've started to worry less about being let go and that does embolden me to actually take some risks and say no. However, thus far, I earned the reputation of just not dropping the ball.

It was recommended to me before, to just let things fall as they may. That part is super difficult for me. I don't like to let things fail.

That said, your advice is an area I need to continue to work on for sure. Thank you for the suggestions.