When I was a kid I wanted to get a PhD in math and physics and comp sci and etc etc etc. I was really disappointed when I got older and realized I would only have time for one. So I chose math because I wanted to study mathematical logic, differential equations, numerics and etc etc etc. Then I got to grad school and realized I would only have time for one. So I chose numerics because I wanted to study molecular dynamics, computational neuroscience, fluid dynamics, etc etc. Then I had to choose an advisor, and I realized I'd only get in an education in one sub discipline. So I chose fluid mechanics, because I wanted to study polymeric fluids, multiscale dynamics, fluid-structure interactions, etc etc. Then I finally started doing real research and realized I'd be lucky just to make a noticeable contribution to one of those.
There are exceptions, of course.
(I don't mean to sound pessimistic, just realistic. Research has been good to me, and I love doing it)
For example, I'm no researcher, but I tend to try and read a few good books about maths, and sometimes even actual mathematical books, just for the fun. Do you tend to do the same?
One of the reasons I chose applied math was because I thought it was the best centralized position in all of science. It would take me years to switch to another branch of math, but in applied math I can at least switch the focus of application, possibly in under a year or two.