Yeah I can't handle being asked for money too,I inevitably just dump my wallet into their hands (cash).

I remember some lady at a train station seeing me do this and was like "Oh you're just handed out money huh? Give me some too." (jokingly)

I wasn't born into rich but I was dumb. Your parents/society tries to tell you what not to do in life with regard to finances but nope you know better and you get into debt/fear of being homeless because you're marked (credit) and then you can't apply to places/be denied.

I have an okay mind maybe I can get a tech job and get myself out.