patterner

i've been coding for... decades. and i love programming and learning new things. unfortunately nobody wants me to do it for money, so i've given up. and since i can do nothing else i'm out of options :(

"cool" is not an Absolute. i think it's extremely cool. like close to εK

my problem is Credits/€/$ (or lack of) and the loss of trust in humans. currently without job and it looks grim. without money you're cut off of life. also learned that people will exploit you if you let them. i have no family & no friends. and hate being alone. can't do anything about money, but being alone is better than the opposite.

no idea what to do about others, can't even help myself.

for months i've been trying to find a job. just keep applying and doing software things. learning new, refreshing old. i don't expect to ever work again. i don't have any other skills.

i'm currently without a job and i'm 40+. and i cannot find something new because every postion is instantly filled with someone better.

without job for many many months. most companies don't even answer. 20 years of experience => too old

"Science discovered that Nazis/Racists/Politicians/Laywers/EldrichAbominations love {color}!!"

nobody cares about "celebrities" :)

i loved working with z/Arch assembly. best job i ever had.