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Ask HN: 15 Years of Burnout
I'm a competent software engineer and passionate about what I do. I can get dev jobs, but I cannot hold onto them. My longest at one job was about 18 months, and my average is closer to 6 months. Sooner or later I get burned out, stop meeting expectations, and lose the job.When I say burned out, I mean a bunch of physical symptoms: I get nausea that causes my body weight to yo-yo up and down. I...
Ask HN: Re-entering the industry with a history of disability
Once upon a time, I earned a degree in software engineering from a major university, and for the next seven years I worked a string of jobs in Silicon Valley. (Not really FAANG companies, but still names you would recognize.) During this time, I experienced episodes of brain fog, and near-constant depression and low energy. I struggled to hold down any developer position for more than a few...
The senior members of his team had a culture of eighty hour work weeks. Draw what conclusions you may.
Is there any way to download this podcast for offline listening? I'm looking for podcasts I can listen to while driving without killing my mobile data quota.
But when we're talking about a crew of professionals who literally spend years training to deal with disasters, and who knew exactly what they signed up for when they got in that rocket, I have to squarely side with you. They at least deserved a chance to go down fighting.
If not, then I want you to understand this: ECT is used to treat a lethal illness.
Even then, the most common cases for me are searching for a string only at the beginning or ending of a line, or only searching for instances that are not part of a larger word.
(Of course, I'm assuming we're not dealing with a zero-day in the USB stack or filesystem drivers. But that probably is something that the Secret Service should be on top of, as well.)
I see something similar with high-end phones (particularly iPhones). Every reasonable practical concern takes a backseat to making the thing as thin as possible. The result is a phone with mediocre battery life, antenna problems, and a body about as impact-resistant as an egg.
More importantly, he probably has a vastly different opportunity cost than you. If all he was doing was watching the TV, why not make a little extra money for no additional effort?
There's no routing and sorting they have to do. The carrier just picks up a stack of letters at the start of the shift, and drops one in every mailbox.
The labor cost that the USPS has to put in for a mass mailing is a fraction of what it has to do for normal mailing.
However, I think we should be seriously be considering a cap-and-trade approach to managing it.
This could also be a tool to get corporations to use recycled material effectively. Post-consumer recycled material could either not count against the quota, or could be counted at a different rate than "virgin" plastic.
For people with mental illness, there is a tremendous amount of pressure to hide their symptoms and appear "normal" in public. It's almost a prerequisite to be able to hold down a job or even go out in public without being ostracized. The original article refers to this as "masking".
What happens is as the underlying condition worsens, the victim simply expends more and more energy into hiding those symptoms. To outsiders, there is no perceptible change to the victim's behavior or condition. When the victim finally reaches the point of exhaustion, the collapse appears to come out of nowhere, or even to be faked.
Basically, the public expects to see a set of symptoms that are steady, or increase gradually over time. What you see in practice looks like normal, healthy behavior for months or years at a time, punctuated by dramatic breakdowns. (Or, in an effort to mask to the very end, the victim may abruptly disappear into hiding with or without notice until their symptoms are manageable again.)
If there's a TLDR for this, it's that, from the outside, mental illness looks very different from what you've been conditioned to expect, and it's not surprising that you interpret it as a form of hypochondria.
Autistic Burnout: The Cost of Masking and Passing (2017)
Many (most?) depressed individuals do experience sleeplessness, but that's not at all universal.
I just lost my fifth job in six years
I've been struggling with severe clinical depression for at least seven years. I've struggled hard to keep it from impacting my work, but I still keep losing job after job.It really seems like I can only invest half as much effort as my peers without experiencing severe burnout. I'm not talking about start-up people investing 80+ hour weeks, I'm talking about people doing 9 to 5 in big...