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Ask HN: Does Microsoft hire mediocre developers?
I've heard that Microsoft is hiring Go developers. I personally find working for Microsoft very interesting (Azure in particular) and I can write Go but I'm far from being an expert. I'm still learning, every day (I guess this applies to everyone else). I'm highly motivated and I am a fast learner but I don't think I can be compared to engineers like Aaron Schlesinger, Brian Ketelsen, Ashley...
Ask HN: Why do I feel anxiety when I'm writing code?
I'm trying to rewrite something from scratch and I'm not finding it easy at all. I'm supposed to be doing this for fun but I'm struggling quite a lot. I kind of enjoy it, don't get me wrong, I love programming - but I also feel the pain.Most of the times I don't experience this feeling. But it happens consistently when I'm facing a tough problem that it's a bit over my head.Why is this...
Socializing is also really helpful for me, but it's hard to make quality friends - I am an immigrant which doesn't help at all.
This! I tend to think the same way. I can drain my brain so much that by 5pm I'll be a ghost. I've found helpful to divide my tasks into smaller composable units and if I can't reach that point then I try to think that I'm doing something wrong and I'll poke someone else in the team looking for some help. It's hard when you don't have anyone you can talk to.
My biggest challenge is stop thinking about work. It's not always like that but when it gets rainy and dark and there is something interesting going on at work I can get 100% absorbed. Not healthy at all but it's hard to overcome it. I'll wake up in the middle of the night thinking about something I'm working on. It's kind of scary but I also enjoy it. Do you feel like that at all?