This is one of the perfect times to try something on your own (the other being when you have sufficient funds to fall back on) when you have little to no obligations. Even if you fail, it will look good on your resume assuming you actually try. You'll learn more than in any single position and will have a story to tell during your interviews.You have the rest of your life to work for a company.

But with the mindset you seem to be portraying, you may not be the best candidate to try something like this.