Wow, you really are obsessed with me son. I know, it's not every day you meet a female with the tech skills to get Arch Linux to take on a Macbook Air. It bricked my Macbook Pro (poor thing went to the highest bidder on Ebay). Anyways, try to control yourself, you're borderline stalker at this point!
Also, it appears you followed a simple node tutorial and you are calling it a "platform." I'm not sure jealousy is the correct word here. If writing blog posts and following tutorials is your idea of being a developer, I'm not surprised you had a hard time in the Bay Area.
Put in the coding time, stop overselling yourself, and maybe then you will be attractive to potential employers. Blaming your failure on everyone else isn't getting you anywhere.