Break the routine is the only way to get out of such condition. I am Italian too and I know what you mean with "I'm stuck here..." well, you are not. CS give you a lot of liberties, you don't need to be in a specific place to work nor you need an office, you just need your laptop. My summer plan was to pack my stuff and move in either German or Spain, find a local support thanks to the online community, find a little room for myself, and live there for 3/4 months working as freelancer and learning a new languagge. A pretty average rate for a freelancer is around 25€/hr you can actually make a pretty good life out of that, and when your lesson re-start you can just come back... How that sound ? I know that your family may be a problem, but that is a problem that YOU have to fix, nobody can do it for you. For anything you should be able to see my email. cheers Simone