Yes, it's definitely a case of Maslow's hierarchy. I am thankful and grateful, and actually think of it every day, and let other people know that I love them and are grateful for them. But I have this great fear that I will never be successful. I will never figure it out. I will never make it happen. And that's really all I want right now. I just want to make something happen. It would be great to have 100's of millions, but honestly, if I could just support myself by something I created myself (not some job), I think I would cry tears of joy. I just feel like it's impossible right now. I guess I should go try to do the impossible so if I fail, at least it was something really hard. That will take some of the pressure off.