You can't do anything in the state you're in, except process. So give yourself some time to absorb it. Nothing can be solved at the moment. Don't expect anything from yourself right now, just be there for your family and yourself. Nothing has to be accomplished today or tomorrow.

Blank is natural, you'll move out of it soon enough.

We here approach most things as problems to be solved, and when we have something that isn't solvable we don't know what to do. Eventually you'll reach a point where paths and possibilities emerge for you and your family, and you can start to make decisions. There's nothing to solve today, so don't try. Let it come in the near future.

Sorry.