I don't want to come down on you because I too dream big, but having a goal without knowing at least vaguely how to accomplish it is stupid. It's this kind of "pull yourself up by your bootstraps" mentality that fails a lot of otherwise talented and bright people out there. I would really like to hear more from you, as I like your mentality when you're not shouting it at me from across the interwebz, I just want to read works of substance.