You are looking for answers on here that I don't think anyone can give you. You either want it so bad that you will do anything to make it happen or you don't.

For instance, I am at work 9 hours per day 5 days per work every week, I have a wife, two dogs and twin boys that are only two months old. I have a mortgage and car payments, student loans, yet I find the time to work on my startup every night.

Lots of people have told me that it's not a good idea, that I won't make any money with it and I just won't listen.

Hope that helps you.