Not a near death experience but similarish. Im trans and from a conservative religious family, so I planned to cut them off and eventually did..

Throughout my teens and young adulthood I immersed myself really deep into drawing and writing. But as my own life has started to form around me, I got a partner who I might have kids with, friends I care about. Ive slowly come to your pov too, and Im wishing I spent less time doing art in the past