Recently I have started reading more and picked up artistic hobbies like drawing. I do find that they help a lot. It's hard for me to just keep something a hobby though. Like I think I should post my drawings but they're not good enough so it becomes stressful trying to learn how to draw well. I don't know why it's hard for me to keep a hobby a hobby.

Same thing with development. I see people making cool things and I feel like I should also be making cool things.