Don't worry, your language and especially the runtime and compiler are great. Particularly so in the last few years. I wouldn't worry about the noise, maybe it concerns C++, but C# is a strict productivity upgrade for general-purpose applications despite some* of the dated bits in the language (but not the runtime).

* like un-unified representation of nullable reference types and structs under generics for example, or just the weight of features over the years, still makes most other alternatives look abysmal in comparison