I've always felt this way, and while I never thought I was alone exactly (the documentary, Koyaanisqatsi, literally translated as "life out of balance" suggests that some have come to this realization before I was even born), but I thought that perhaps others were better able to deal with modernity than I. That is probably true to some extent, but increasingly I think that most people are affected but aren't as conscious of the reasons for their malaise. Also, a lot of people still seem to be able to believe in religion (I'm sadly not one of them) which seems to help them.