When I talk to recruiters, initially, they sound excited but for some reason ghost me or they invent new job tech requirements which were not listed on the advert (and which are trivial and I could easily catch up on). I've heard stuff like "Although this position is for a Node.js role, the head of engineering is particular and likes candidates who have some past experience with C#..." WTF!!
I think my problems may be related to my involvement in crypto. I tried to actually improve things there. Feels like what happens to heads of state in foreign countries who try to improve their people's lives to the detriment of foreign investors... But weird because I'm literally a nobody! I didn't get much exposure outside of my immediate community.
The therapist would think I'm being reasonable if they heard the full story. My ex-colleagues would back me up on that.
To be completely frank, this sounds like a paranoid delusion. But, I don't know you and I keep out of cryptocurrency drama, so I'll withhold judgement. Have you looked into work outside of that niche?
> It's disturbing because while all these people were out partying and having fun, I was teaching myself coding. Now they're all getting paid more than me.
I'm sorry, but this statement is telling. Take some personal responsibility: the job market is much different today, and successfully navigating it without generational wealth takes a set of skills that you must develop.
A sister comment recommended a resume review, but I would suggest going further and looking into mock interview services where you can get honest feedback about your interview skills. I find interview/interpersonal skills to often be the choke point for many individuals who have a hard time navigating the market and don't know why.