there were no middle schoolers optimizing their resumes for how to get a Jane Street internship in 8 years bc Jane Street was only a few years old. same for a lot of other firms.
Also at that time, as you say, there wasn’t a broad cultural awareness of the money to be made in quantitative fields. In fact this was the era of Revenge Of the Nerds movies and glorification of the idiot jock getting a business degree and the passionate nerd being the butt of the joke. You really only went my route if you were a total fuck up loser. Now the social view of things has completely pivoted.
I would say interestingly the middle school kids optimizing their resume only make it so far in industry. They’re never really passionate about what they’re doing they’re just laddering. At some point they shift to management or product or something. At the top firms though the people who really make the money and whose opinion has ultimate power are the fuck up losers who live and breathe their passion and would do it for free if that’s all there was.
No, I was a total loser in high school. I barely graduated and had awful test scores and did no extracurricular activities other than smoke pot.
My grandparents bought me a computer when I was young, I think because my mom saw how much I was interested in them. It was a c64, but had no storage devices so I had to type in programs from scratch each time which was a tall order for a 6yo, but I did it anyway. At some point someone gave me a 486dx2 board that was an extra and I built my first Linux box running 0.96. My schools also had an internet connection and I could get dialup access to some sunos boxes and some NeXT boxes in the library when I was in high school. One of my greatest wishes growing up was to have enough money to have the best monitor since my monitors were always garbage. My house now has nice TVs and monitors everywhere LOL, but they’ll never hold a candle to my first VGA monochrome monitor I delivered papers for a year to buy.
I’ve lost most of my money anxiety, but it took a lot of purposeful work inside myself to achieve that including years of daily meditation and intentional study of Buddhism. Before that my money anxiety was unbearable. It didn’t matter how little or how much I had, because it wasn’t about money in truth. It was a fear of losing control and other things like self worth and identity issues as a result of my earlier life. As I learned to let go of the self and my identity and live life as it is rather than what I’m afraid it might be I’ve lost my fears, not just about money but all of them. In my experience lack of money instigated my anxieties but once they started it didn’t matter how little or much I had.
That said it drove me to get more and more, and I enjoy having more than when I had none. But even if I lost it all I would be ok now.