You have the same output as me.

It’s like an open faucet with words and stuff spilling out, and ideas, strategies, facts etc.

Elon Musk has talked about having a similar experience of just raw ideation to a degree that it is unpleasant.

My ideation cannot be shut off.

I walk multiple hours today just thinking obsessively and planning, iterating, ideating.

I can’t sit still, the activity of my brain is unpleasant I am just ruminating all the time.

Doesn’t happen to normal people - I think their brains are usually calmer - more in a neutral mode.

The end result is that when I do get engaged, and get into work, I tend to get extremely burned out. You can’t have this level of super output without burning out.

This is autistic melt downs / burn out I only learned about from YouTube.