I'm in a similar situation. Most games just feel like work to me. Here's some complicated thing that I have to learn, watch long-winded cutscenes that are like a very bad movie. I have to figure out what I'm supposed to do, where to go, how to find things. The environment is too complicated, everything looks the same, how am I supposed to navigate this. Now I have to learn some combat mechanics. Get killed within seconds, reload over and over.