How do you even look at yourself in the mirror after lying to defend GamerGate? Why do worries about ethics and game journalism compel Q-Anon freaks like you to attack an old man and try to murder him with a hammer?

Pelosi hammer attack accused David DePape tearfully testifies of bizarre plot:

https://www.bbc.com/news/world-us-canada-67411189

Giving evidence for more than an hour on Tuesday, Mr DePape said his political transformation started when he was living in a garage without a toilet or shower, playing video games for hours at a time.

He said that in the course of looking up information about video games he became interested in Gamergate, an anti-feminist campaign that targeted prominent women in the gaming world and became a huge online trend starting in 2014. He began listening to right-wing podcasters and watching political YouTube videos.

"At that time I was biased against Trump," Mr DePape said, "but there's, like, truth there. So if there's truth out there that I don't know, I want to know it."

He said he formulated a "grand plan" that involved luring "targets" to the Pelosi home.