I fully understand if you have no other choice or prioritise providing for others.

It is very rarely a "black or white" decision.

The choice is not between licking the boots of your boss or instead doing meaningful work; it is not between earning a lot of money and doing boring work or instead earning not as much and doing entertaining work; not between eating like a pig or maniacally counting calories and macros.

Most of the time, the choice is between not saying something to your team or boss that will probably not be in your favor when you submit your promo package, or being one of those heroes who metaphorically dies in a battle that no one actually cares about.

It is between skipping the pack of Oreos for today in favor of some chicken and rice, not between being full or starving.