> I wish the emotional revitalization that comes from MDMA, the healing, being able to step away from the trauma, the openness, the vulnerability - I wish that on everybody [...] If it takes broadly available MDMA to get there, then so be it.

> Completely unable to relate to other human beings, afraid of being touched, never had a girl friend or any kind of real friendship.

I'm convinced that most people identifying with this don't know how to articulate what their problem is. The magic words: you're struggling with intimacy.

Where MDMA isn't an option, intimacy coaches (not prostitutes-by-another-name, and not sexual surrogacy) specialize in this domain and can help you navigate these very issues.