Dude you are posting to the site who's community does everything they can to keep Z-Library going. They don't care at all about creating a civil knowledge creation empowered society. They care about their self entitlements and how their short term desire can be filled with the lowest friction consequences be damned. As an ex-addict I feel quite at home with this crowd. I too exploited whatever I could to get what I wanted and justified to myself why it was ok.