It's devastating seeing what has been done to the nation my grandfathers built. It's humiliating seeing the state of my people today. And it's shameful knowing what my children will inherit.

Of course I'm angry.

Fortunately I live in a very White area (recently fled a multiracial city). I rarely see foreigners now. I haven't seen an African for weeks. It's very peaceful and beautiful, and everyone is lovely. My day-to-day is very happy indeed.