I have always voted D. It was a major break for me to vote R at the state level. It took some soul searching. Now the bandaid is off I may vote R on the federal level, it really depends on the candidate. You are right though, I could not vote for Trump. I find myself enjoying divided government now. It optimally prevents new crazy legislation from becoming law and hopefully if something is important both sides will come together and get it done. May be wishful thinking though. I very much dislike both parties at the moment.