My birthday is in a few hours. And I just feel the same, I just get melancholic.

I just don’t like celebrating my birthday but as my wife told me; a birthday is not just about me. It’s about our kid and other people wanting to celebrate. So do it for them.

Now we have the arrangement that I get the first few hours of the day to enjoy a cigar and wine and mope a bit.

Afterwards just positive attitude :)