You seem like a very loving and emotional person. I love the HN crowd but I don't know if their rational approach is going to be suitable for you.

I've sent you a message via twitter already, but if you're interested, take a peak at my other post [1]. Would love to have a more sustained, understanding conversation with you.

All the best, Sam

[1] https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=31065876